Tadpole ♥ ;; 2011

2012-01-07T01:54:00.001+11:00

will be in a hiatus until further notice. don't know when I'll be back but i'm sure I'll have many things to talk about - Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

2011-11-04T17:44:00.003+11:00

Listening to:

Should be going to ARQ tonight!

12AM - Official première of "Wear Me Out" Video
Immediately following is special guest Paulini singing a few awesome club tracks live on stage
1AM - Wil Sabin and his dancers burn up the stage with an amazing live performance

I hope they don't back out on me! 8(, see you kids there! 8)

Until then, comments? xx

2011-10-23T21:23:00.002+11:00

Listening to: I'll be right here - Chris Brown

I love the beach! and now that the weather is picking up, I just wanna go ALL THE TIME. I hate work. I went to Maroubra with Diana, Natalie, David and of course my lovely girlfriend. Spent almost the entire time in the water fighting the waves which were SO SALTY. Too much whale sperm. LOL

Ran into Julie and Tim too! Smallest world ever.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-10-19T13:06:00.004+11:00

Listening to: Give a Little More - Maroon 5

Last night my wonderful girlfriend and I visited the newly reopened GEMS in Canley Vale.
It looks fantastic for starters. The ambiance is very lively, if only the staff members encompassed the same mindset. They're very timid and quiet. For a place as big as it is, they need to have more outgoing staff.

It's got the standard that most Vietnamese cafe's have: Smoothies, Coffee, etc.

But this place also has Cakes and Self Serve frozen yoghurt which probably makes this cafe stand out of the bunch of cafe's in the Canley area.

The frozen yoghurt is good, some people don't like it cause they think they put too much milk or ice, which in some flavours they do - admittedly. The flavours Anna and I got were Vanilla and Mango, Mango obviously for me. It tasted like mango yoghurt. Perfect. The Vanilla however had too much ice, ruined the sweetness and turned to be rather bland.

/edit. I went again and tried more flavours! The Banana and Strawberry are awesome. So I found the fruit ones were good, and the other flavours were a little bit overdone.

They have an awesome range of toppings, but be wary, the later you go - the crappier the toppings are. From what I saw, they don't changeover their toppings during the day. So if anything, go early in the day for frozen yoghurt. Early afternoon maybe? It'll be fresher then, they become really chill during the night.

For a Canley Vale Cafe, its rare for them to have a cake range. On view, Gems have a seemingly popular range of cakes that a lot of the patrons tended to go for more than one slice. The drinks however are a different story. Anna and I frequent cafe's a LOT. So we know good coffee from bad coffee and we know when something is made a little bit more dodgy than another.

I ordered a Mango Smoothie, which is usually a pretty safe bet in a Vietnamese cafe. It's pretty hard to stuff it up. But you need to ask them to double blend their blended drinks cause they're more worried about the time frame than the quality of their product. The mangoes weren't peeled and it was so icy that it wouldn't even go up the straw. I think I will stick to little star on that end.

If you know me, I don't drink coffee. Definitely a tea enthusiast. But Anna sure does, she's also very picky about it too. She also went for the standard. Vietnamese iced coffee. According to her, it was crap. Too much water, adding that with ice that's melting quicker than chocolate on a hot stove.

The service is lovely at the drinks and cake area. The yoghurt area is very awkward and quiet. They should really incorporate a script system. A list of things to say when customers come in because they exchange too many awkward glances.

Final judgement on product, definitely good for summer. But when the weather eases over, I think they'll find it hard to keep up with the competition and the Competition is rather vivid. 7/10. Extra point for the effort I suppose. Actually, I'd rate the whole place a 7.

Give it a try! Let me know what you thought 8)

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-09-27T21:38:00.009+10:00

The 15 people, things, and events I would like to thank

1. My Father

He is the main man in my life, he may be quiet and stoic, but he need not say much when I know he's always there for me. Be it 2 in the morning or 11 at night, If I need help with something, a lift, or just someone to talk to - he's always been there to listen and care for me. I'm the only daughter that still hugs him good morning and good night everyday, I'm hoping to be doing that for the rest of my life.

2. My Mother
My mother has always been a firm believer of tough love when applied, and probably because of her I am a better person. She is a tough woman who has been through many hardships and issues in her life and has ended up on top. That doesn't negate from the fact that she's also made bad choices in her life. Maybe because of her bad choices, It's influenced me to make better choices for myself. She always disappoints me as much as she makes me happy - but that's standard in a mother. Sometimes she thinks I don't love her, but that's not true. My mother is, to this day, one of the most influential people in my life.

3. My Gorgeous Girlfriend, Anna
The past 4 months have been a whirlwind of emotions, really it has. It's really like having a best friend and girlfriend. I never hesitate in being honest, and neither do you - which makes loving you all the more easier. I haven't fallen in love with someone as quickly as I've fallen in love with you. You're there when I need you just to listen, and trust me - listening is more than enough in comparison to forced advice. Not that I don't appreciate your advice, you always know what to say when the time is right. I want to thank you for everything that you do for me. I love you.

4. My childhood best friend, Anthony
We've been best friends for the past 15 years. Your brutal honesty has been a part of my life this entire time - and I'm really grateful cause It's nice to get an answer that isn't sugar coated to suppress hurt on my feelings, because you know that I'd rather get the truth than a varied version of something that could possibly be truth. It's really been a breath of fresh air. I hope we'll be best friends for the rest of our lives, we've stuck around for 15 years already - I'm sure the next 15 will be just as breezy.

5. My current best friend, Diana
You come and go, you know you do. But I've always stuck around and waited because I know your friendship is one of the best I have. Since high school you've been there for me during times where I've needed you. Through break ups and torn ligaments, we've been there for each other to give advice and just be a shoulder to cry on. Tears and fears, through everything really. One of the only people I can break out in dance and song and have someone not think I'm insane haha. I love you heaps. Your dress soundz hot.

6. My Queers and Fag hags - Artiene, Kurt, Mitch, Anderson, Meltem

You guys are seriously the best. Tea parties at midnight, munchies, dragging my heels through the 3am streets of Sydney, or just having fruit shakes and tea at cafes filled with more smoke than oxygen. Life is just so much more easier with you guys there. All it takes is a random message to know you guys are thinking of me. I think of you guys everyday - don't think I don't because we don't talk as often as we did in high school or there other. I love you guys.

7. Close friends - Natalie, David, Warren, Kerrie, Jimmy, Ryan, Zak and Zac

You guys have been my rock, especially after the turn of events that happened not long ago. One call away and we are in a whirlwind of adventures. Visiting Doctor Green, Flying Kites, Board Games at 5 in the morning and dressing up is just a few of the greatest times of my life with you guys. I'm sure there will be more to come in the future. I promise.

8. The Haters

I know you're there - trust me sweetheart I know. You guys are the people that gave me strength to prove your accusations wrong and nullify your assumptions. I will spend the rest of my life rising up against your hate and always come out the better person. Have a good day :)

9. The best friends I used to have

I realise now that if our friendship meant so much to you, you would have stuck around. I've stuck by your sides through everything, even things that go beyond my morals, and to fuck off after something go minuscule? I'm glad I'm not wasting my time on a friendship that was obviously not worth it, even after so many years. All of you guys.

10. The Cheaters

The relationships I have previously had with you people have really made me as strong as I am today. This applies to almost all of my exes. Your idiocy gave you a bad reputation and gave me an independence I probably couldn't have found on my own. So, In a way, I thank you.

11. Cigarettes

These will literally be the death of me. It's been a good 7 years since I had my first drag and I've been smoking more and more everyday. They get me through the hard times, and are just a good finish to a side of tea haha.

12. Music

I live and breathe music. There is a song for every mood, emotion and feeling I have. I give thanks for the reassurance of knowing that I'm not the only person who experiences heartbreaks and aches, falling in love and just plain hurting.

13. The death of William Tran

We may not have ended well due to your lack of care, but I wouldn't wish death upon my worst enemy. I do want to thank this though for making me appreciate everyone I have in my life, and bringing everyone closer together. People that hadn't talked in ages, were opening up and apologising for stupid things that made them grow apart because we all realised life is too short to harbour differences that are so insignificant. It's just a shame that It took someone dying for all of us to realise that.

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15. .. To be Continued, seriously stumped LOL

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-09-21T11:24:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Making Love (Into the night) - Usher

17th: DEFQON.1

Danced the night away at the Sydney Regatta Centre.

15th: BEACH.

Me and my girl at Brighton Le Sands.

Everyday with you is Paradise.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-09-03T17:20:00.003+10:00

Listening to: She Will - Lil Wayne ft. Drake

http://memoryrelapse.tumblr.com/

Been tumbling like crazy today? Follow awayy 8)

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-09-02T23:15:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Gravity - Sara Bareilles

Was re-watching episodes of community and this song was on an episode. It's such a lovely song. Should learn it - and sing it. It'll be nice I think

I'm an idiot, that is all.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-09-01T21:47:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Wicked Games - The Weekend

The other day, went to Anna's house to Kareoke, her parents were all like SING SING, "You Got It!", "POWERR". LOL It was cute.
The next day we were still in the spirit, so Diana came over too and we kareoked more - so here's a video Anna recorded. 8)

I know you'll like it Warren. LOL

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-26T14:51:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Somebody I used to know - Goyte ft. Kimbra

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People: (but don't say their name)

1. I-- wanna go-- all the way-- to get on my freak tonight!
2. I think about you all the time, I hope you forgive me one day.
3. Make time for me, or you'll lose me quick and simple.
4. You really are my best friend, but if I said it to you, I'm afraid I wouldn't hear it back
5. Every time I see your face, I just wanna punch you.
6. It's not okay to talk to other girls the way you do, when your girlfriend sits at home waiting.
7. You need to chill the fuck out. The reason you hate particular people is cause you close yourself up.
8. You're not the same as you used to be, I miss the old you - and I am constantly reminded.
9. It's okay to feel the way you do, there's no point in beating yourself up if you're not at fault.
10. I'm so lucky to have you. I love you.

Nine things about myself:

1. I'm taken by a wonderful individual.
2. Music is my drug of choice.
3. I have 12 piercings, excluding the ones I've taken out.
4. Social Media and Gatherings keeps me sane in a world controlled by chaos.
5. I am constantly singing and dancing. My life is a musical.
6. I often get Insecurities about friendships, and need constant reassurance.
7. Afraid of embarassment - but I don't let anyone know when I am embarassed.
8. My room is almost always messy - but it is an organised mess.
9. I burn holes in my wallet by collecting DVD's like its a religion

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Addictive Smile
2. Good conversation
3. Nice Lips
4. Eagerness to Please
5. Sense of humor
6. Submissiveness
7. Sensitive touch
8. Good in bed

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. I wonder what she's doing?
2. What are my plans for the day?
3. I should close my windows before I dance around the house
4. I fucken LOVE THIS SONG (to almost every song on my playlist)
5. When will she realize that I was the closest friend she had?
6. I think I'm gonna scrapbook
7. How will I cope.

Six things I do before I fall asleep

1. Wash Face
2. Brush Teeth
3. Watch Movies/Youtube/Episodes of stuff on Computer
4. Listen To Music/Read a Book depending on my mood
5. Flip the Pillow
6. Message my girl goodnight

Five people who mean a lot: (in no order whatsoever)

1. Daddy
2. Anna
3. Diana
4. Anthony
5. Chantelle

Four things you're wearing right now:

1. Blue Cap sleeve Button down
2. Pajama Shorts
3. Grey Knee Highs with Rainbow Hearts
4. Underwear

Three songs that you listen to often:

This week
1. Somebody that I used to know - Gotye ft. Kimbra
2. I Wanna Go - Britney Spears
3. No Es Macarena - Baby Rasta

Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Have a feeling of REAL fufillment
2. To be happy, with whoever and whatever I'm doing.

One confession:
1. I don't know what I want to do with my life, but forcing me to make choices when I'm not mentally or emotionally ready makes me question myself, feel like shit and just wanna escape.

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Hey guys, just a quick reminder that i'll be at ARQ Nightclub tonight, It's Britney night tonight and I'm SO PUMPED. So if you wanna meet up on Oxford street just give me a buzz! IT'S BRITNEY BITCH.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-08-24T00:17:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Start it up (Extended Version) - Lloyd Banks ft. Kanye West, Swizz Beatz, Ryan Leslie, Fabulous and Pusha T

My girlfriend is wonderful.
She's gorgeous, with a smile to match.
THE END.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-23T22:48:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Club Rocker (Remix) - Inna ft. Faydee

I don't understand people that just can't keep their eyes on the prize.
Why start dating someone, only to flirt around with other people?
One of my best friends is definitely a prime suspect of this attitude.

Personally, when you're single, do what you want. You're free
You aren't going home to anyone.
But if you're taken, don't people have a bit of a conscience?

It's mad disloyal to your partner
If you are thinking of other people while you're with your partner.

If someone likes you, and you have a partner -
It's not fucken hard to say no.
It's not hard to stop flirting.
It's definitely not hard to back away.

If you wanna fuck around, JUST BE SINGLE.
Don't get in a relationship if you're just gonna act like you're not in one anyway.
Some people just aren't made for relationships.
Some people just wanna have fun, which is no problem
Just as long as it's not at someone elses expense.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-08-21T01:19:00.002+10:00

Watching: Criminal Minds

How could I even consider it, when I can't even spend a day without you.

My mind would be absolutely bemused with confusion.

I'll just be there for you for as long as you'll need me.

I do love you afterall 8)

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-20T00:24:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Sailing - Avant

What should have been a good night out, turned into chaos.
and I feel I am to blame for the monstrosity that was released tonight.

I need to make a choice.

Whether to be selfish and hold onto what I love,

or give her the peace of mind that family is to be cherished.

I need to make my choices.

Otherwise things could possibly get worse.

A stupid girl, is not worth a family's wellbeing.

I love you. Maybe that's why I should make a choice on your behalf.

I need to think..

Until next time, comments? xx

2011-08-15T14:54:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Favourite Girl (Remix) - Marques Houston

I hope my tax is in next week, I will absolutely die if it isn't. Everyone is asking me to go clubbing and HELLS YEAH I am dying to go. I need to recapture my good clubbing sense after Macquarie fucked it. Though I was glad to be out with my girl.

This Friday, Anderson wants me to go to GirlThing with her, they are having a Lesbian Harry Potter night - I'm sure it will be as magical as it sounds, except, a little bit more sleazy from my last few experiences with GirlThing.

Continue later! TOO PRE-OCCUPIED.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-08-08T00:51:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Work Out - J.Cole

Last night I went to Macquarie hotel for the first time and now I know why I never bothered going. It's mad stuffy - since EVERYONE is smoking inside. The drinks are really well priced - except for Smirnoff double Blacks, which is my signature drink T_T, but they are expensive everywhere unless you buy a multi-pack from the bottle-o which what I usually do and get sloshed at home and drag myself outta the house.

The only pet peeve I probably have was the fact that it was PRETTY OBVIOUS that I was there with my girlfriend and it took only 5 minutes and about 5 steps away from her for 5 seconds for them to try and get me alone and hit on me. Like, come on man. Have a little bit of respect when I'm out with my girl. So I quickly eased my way out of that situation. I also got a boob grab and an ass grab that night too. God the western suburbs. LOL

But if the place was bigger, HAD A CAPACITY LIMIT and had designated smoking areas, It would have been mad fun cause the DJ's were great, and you see all your familiar faces. Plus it's free. So locally it goes off pretty well... But I should drink less cause my Alcohol tolerance is too high now. LOL. and it was already pretty high before. Oh gosh.

I also forgot to mention that I went to Pontoon on the 29th of July. Yeah I know Post-blogging is a little annoying but I just had to mention it. Now If you had read my previous blog about pontoon last time I went about, maybe 4 months ago for my sisters hen's night, I had the WORST time there. The crowd was terrible and sleazy - couldn't even walk a few meters without getting grabbed around the hips in a death grip by some greasy Lebanese guy LOL.

But they changed the event, the crowd has changed COMPLETELY. The drinks are cheaper, the crowd is younger, fresher and funner. I had such a good time, that's not excluding the fact that I was clubbing with a very awesome crowd. Nikkie, Angela and Kerrie are always mad fun to club around with. Especially after many a drink. Anna also convinced HERSELF to get out of the house and come out with me, and shes been clubbing with me 3 times now - and Pontoon has been her favorite time so far, which doesn't surprise me cause I had a surprisingly good time. Maybe because my expectations were so low. and I ran into SO MANY PEOPLE and like, people from my past and things like that, It was an exceptionally great night.

I will probably blog again later cause I am famished and I have a lunch date with my girl :)

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-07T23:36:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Love you down - Ready for the World

Survey Time! <3

/edit. Forgot to put the #Source. Sorry Love 8)

Whats your middle name?
.. hell no. LOL

How big is your bed?
KINGSingle.

What are you listening to right now?
Chris Brown - Marvin's Room (Remix)

What are the last 3 digits in your cellphone number?
840

What was the last thing you ate?
Tiny Teddies

Last person you hugged?
Anna :)

How is the weather right now?
Cool, Refreshing.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Hairly

What is the first thing you notice in the opposite sex?
Clothes.

Favorite type of food.
Fruits 8)

Do you want children?
At the present time, definitely not - too many people my age have fucked themselves over getting pregnant.
In the future, I have no idea. I suppose so?

Do you drink?
On a regular basis. But not excessively.

Ever get so drunk you don’t remember the entire night?
Not THAT drunk no, the worst was Joanne's 18th birthday. I got so smashed I woke up from a power nap in her driveway and threw up on the side of the road. Mad skills.

Hair color?
Never dyed my hair, so Natural brown. I want black hair though h0h0!

Eye colour?
Depends what contacts I have in HAHA.

Do you wear contacts/glasses?
Glasses and Cosmetic contacts

Favorite holiday?
Any holiday I had mad times with my friends. I like spending my holidays with people I love than away in a foreign land.

Favorite season?
Summer!

Have you ever cried over a girl/boy?
Who hasn't?

Last movie you watched?
Harry Potter & the Deathly Hallows: Part 2

What books are you reading?
Fallen - Lauren Kate; it's taking me a long time to read because the book is failing in my eyes, but I can't start a book without finishing it.

Piercings?
Currently: 6 Lobe, Daith, Conch, Industrial, Lip, Angel Kiss, Tongue
Previously: Smiley, Rook, 2 Helix, Nose

Favorite movie?
Phantom of the Opera & Repo! the Genetic Opera

What were you doing before filling this out?
Hanging out with Diana and Anna

Favorite flower?
Orchids

Have you ever loved someone?
Yes I suppose

Have you ever fired a gun?
Bebe gun 8D LOL

Do you like to travel by plane?
Doesn't phase me.

Right-handed or Left-handed?
Right handed.

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
I don't wanna be anywhere but here.

Are you missing someone?
Yes.

Do you have a tattoo?
Soon! =)

Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday mornings?
I stopped watching television a fair while ago.

Are you 18?
2 years ago I was 18

What do before you go to bed?
Have a cup of tea.

What was the first thing you did this morning?

Kiss Anna on the forehead Good Morning.

Did the last person you kissed have a tattoo?
No.

Is there something you want to say to someone but can’t/won’t?
Yup ~

What is the relationship between you and the last person you texted?
Kerrie: My bitch. ROFL

Do you believe exes could really ever be “just friends?”
I don't have a close relationship with any of my exes at the moment, but I am on good terms with 2 or 3. I don't see how it is an issue UNLESS you make it an issue.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
Karma. Hard.

To get with someone of the opposite sex, have you ever faked being drunk?
No. LOL

What do you want?
More money LOL, in turn, maybe another piercing. A tattoo. New pair of shoes. Mostly I wanna just spoil my girl rotten.

When did you last do something ridiculously stupid?
I'm always doing ridiculously stupid things, makes my life interesting.

Are you ticklish?
In particular spots

Last sporting event you watched?
Football: Tigers vs. Dragons. AS IF THE WESTS WON T_T

How many people do you fully trust?
3

What does the last text say in your inbox?
“We're coming now" LOL nice.

Where would you rather go, Greece or Hawaii?
Greece

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
I can't go a whole day without cursing.

Are you wanting any tattoos at the moment?
Yes. A Treble/Bass Clef heart on the left/back of my neck.

Do you have a crush on someone?
Nope. Already have my someone.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Yes.

Does your family have a close relationship?
Not amazingly close, but we do get along rather well.

Do you know anyone that smokes weed?
Yeah.

Do you miss your past?
No, all the people that matter are in the present.

Is there anybody that you wish you could fix things with?
Just one person. I think, however, it is beyond repair.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-06T01:04:00.004+10:00

Listening to: If I ever fall in love - Shai

MAD IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG. *dances around my room. I like that they used different sized girls for the video clip - not just size 0 girls with impossibly sized bodies that look like they'll break in half. Makes me feel all dancey dance.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-08-06T00:00:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Booty Wurk - T-Pain & Joey Galaxy

I am on an EPIC 90's music binge. Thanks to Ngoc who told me to look up "Return of the Mack" - Mark Morrisson. After that It took me down a whirlwind spiral of songs I used to love while I was growing up, and some songs I haven't heard before from the same time frame:

* How Deep Is Your Love - Dru Hill
* Last Night - Az Yet
* Feenin' - Jodeci
* Freak Like Me - Adina Howard
* You are Everything - Dru Hill ft. Ja Rule
* Humpin' Around - Bobby Brown
* Don't Let Go - En Vogue
* Nobody - Keith Sweat
* Don't Leave Me - Blackstreet
* Tell Me - Groove Theory
* If I ever fall in love - Shai
* Twisted - Keith Sweat
* C'Mon N Ride It (The Train) - Quad City DJ's

Plus a Shittonne more that I can't be bothered typing out.

So I haven't been at home much AT ALL. It's been rather terrible really. Poor daddy is home alone a lot. Gonna make dinner for him this week I think! haha. Especially considering it's his BIRTHDAY on the 5th.

Been hanging out with the best people out lately, usually one on one, sometimes one on one on one haha. Lately just been chilling which is AWESOME. Not enough people hang out just to chill. everyone has to be out at a club, drinking and fucking around. Sometimes I just wanna go to a cafe and chat, or hang at a friends house and bake cakes and watch movies.

Social highlights? Hanging out with Da Rainman, Chilling with Diana, Helping Thai bake a cake FROM SCRATCH and Thai cooking us dinner and then conking out on Diana's bed. These guys are da bomb, and take mass amounts of photos with me which I love! Finally fulfilling my wish of taking a mass-tonne of photos before I go. h0h0

Another great aspect since I last blogged, THE WEATHER IS SOOOOO NICEEEEEE. I spend at least a few hours outside just chilling, having a few smokes and tea with my gorgeous girlfriend. Been going for drives and stuff til past sunset cause we're rebellious like that HAHA.

The other night she drove me around and we went to various parks, AND I GOT TO GO ON THE SWINGS. I love swings 8) but seriously LOL, my girl is wonderfully spontaneous sometimes. I love it that I can spend time with her just hanging and mucking around, not everything has to be a movie screen romance. But I do love the romance she sends my way haha.

I'm slowly turning her into a nicotine and tea addict, plus she listens to Latin music just like myself. HOHO SO INFLUENTIAL. My girl is so cute :3

I wanna go out dancing SO BAD, can't wait to get my tax cheque, I wanna go CRAZYYYY - at least for a day - or 10. Tomorrow I'm going Mac Hotel, Local clubs - GAY I know, but my girl is going so FOR SURE i'll be there. Maybe considering going Tracks next weekend. If anyone wants in just gimmie a buzz, always free for mah peeps 8)

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

P.S. Anyone know a good site to photoblog?
P.P.S. I NEED TO CUT DOWN ON SMOKING, I'M THE POOREST PERSON IN THE WORLD.

2011-07-30T14:35:00.003+10:00

Listening to: You are everything - Dru Hill

It was Perfect.

2011-07-25T00:48:00.006+10:00

Listening to: Through the Window (Dubstep Remix) - Souldyer

Anna was telling me that if she ever gets mad - this is how she is expecting me to react. Which is 100% true. I just can't help the fact that your attitude excites me :P

That last part of the video ESPECIALLY. I would do - LOL. She'd start yelling and I'd NGAWWWWWW and hug her. LOL

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-07-23T00:16:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Jack Sparrow - The Lonely Island ft. Michael Bolton

Look at you. You're young and you're scared. Why are you so scared? Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you like. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day. Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want? You only live once. So die laughing.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-07-23T00:00:00.003+10:00

Listening to: After Party - The Lonely Island ft. Santigold

Spent the ENTIRE day with my girl. She's just so gorgeous.
Sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve someone as wonderful as her.

Ran a few errands with her and had dinner with her family, and her family is so lovely and welcoming. But yeah - didn't do anything else. Just spent time with Anna :)

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-07-21T22:05:00.004+10:00

Listening to: Give me Everything - Pitbull ft. Ne-yo, Afrojack & Nayyer

Stephanie FINALLY posted up the pictures from GAGA night at ARQ: Simple Photoblog Today h0h0

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-07-21T00:22:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Face of the Planet - The Subs

Have the maddest playlist right now HAHA. It's pretty eclectic at the moment - can't make up my mind on genre specifications, so I've just been listening to everything. At this very moment though, my playlist is:

* I Wanna Go - Britney Spears
* Whose Laughing Now? - Jesse J

* Fighting Fire - Breakage ft. Jess Mills
* The Face of the Planet - The Subs
* Cinema (Skrillex Remix) - Benny Benassi ft. Gary Go
* Destroy (Midnight Consiracy Remix)
* Out of my Head - Lupe Fiasco ft. Trey Songz
* Moves like Jagger - Maroon 5
* Already Taken - Trey Songz
* I Want This Forever - Vince Harder

Thought I'd share LOL, Will blog tomorrow fSHA!

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-07-18T00:20:00.003+10:00

Listening to: Next to You - Chris Brown

Love me? LOL

2011-07-16T17:30:00.005+10:00

Listening to: Love Faces - Trey Songz

I've been having awesome weekends! Well really I've been having awesome everydays. Going out with my friends, or just hanging out at home/friends houses.

SATURDAY /9th

Thai Joe and Anthony's Annual Birthday Cruise, always a group favourite and always an awesome time. I met a lot of new people and for the first time on a cruise HAD MONEY so I got pretty slushed. It was awesome. Didn't eat so the 4 Jagerbombs in 10 minutes fucked me over pretty good LOL.

SUNDAY /10th

Worked off a madddddd hangover with a TOASTfest LOL. Read through some drunk text messages and had a massive ROFL at myself:

[MARC: What u niggas up too?

[SONJAE: I'm on a boat! LOLLLLLLLL

[MARC: Lol seriously?

[SONJAE: Yup! At a cruise fuckeb snasshgerrfddddddddd

(fucken smashed. LOL)

[ANNA: You drunk. LOL
[SONJAE: Nooooooooooooooo LOL. I'm stijj standing!
[ANNA: Your what? Stijj standing? Huh? Ahahahahaha.

There were some worse ones - but these ones were the funniest :3 haha. That night my baby took me on a dinner date! It was quiet but lovely - just went to eat at Canley Heights and then she took me to Tee's. I love Tee's! cause I love Tea LOL. chuchuchu :3 She's so lovely.

MONDAY /11th

2 o clock I got a message from Diana

[DIANA: Work today?

[SONJAE: Nah man - Lazy home day. @___@ I need cigarettes

Next thing I know she's at my front door :') Tofucious, My savior. So we just hung out after I bought cigarettes - Anna came over after she finished work. Us three just chatted, drank tea and joked around a fair bit - as time with Diana is always like. *INSIDE JOKE: Wardrobe Boob Scan. Anna and I were crying with laughter.

Then random message: Thai wants to hang out! But it was way too cold to go out a.k.a. Diana was too lazy to go out - so Thai just came over and we all hung out, chit chatted and caught up - it was pretty random BUT FUN as always

But Thai and Nemo are pretty keen to hang out with Diana again - Shifty or no? Maybe Diana just cant help that testosterone ridden boys are so addicted to her company LOL RAWR.

TUESDAY /12th

WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

WEDNESDAY /13th

WORKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK AGAIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNN - But the monies is fantasticals so not that much complaining haha. After a long day at work I even got to see Anna 8). I'm so afraid she'll get sick of me LOL since I wanna see her all the time. :')

We went out for dinner again :3 THAI FOOD this time. I love Thai food - we went to Spicy Aroma. May I ask a strange question, but what the hell is up with Holy Basil? Why is it so popular?! I understand that it is one of the more glamorous-esque restaurants in Canley Vale, but I don't see the hype. Someone please tell me what I am not seeing? Note to self: should really review my favourite Local Cafes 8)

ANYWAY. I think we had tea after that too. I seem like this huge tea freak. LOL Maybe cause I kinda am. h0h0

THURSDAY /14th

Had an epic hang out day with Diana - picked me up in the morning and off to maccas we went. Was epic hungry for a farm animal LOL. We went to officeworks to print out some pics for Diana's new frames of me 8) cause I'm so special and shieee. LOL

After that we popped down to Bonnyrigg plaza and danced around Big W to buy snack foods and DVD's so we can hang and vedge out. So who did we call? DA RAINMAN. So he came down from the sticks to hang and vedge out with us too - and as always it turned into ticklefest/photoday.

I always have fun with them, Tofucious and Da Rainman.
Tofucious says: Never underestimate your butthole. I suppose, another inside joke to those you know LOL.

FRIDAY /15th

Call in the morning from my lady to take her mum to the city cause Anna is a losty like that - her mum kept staring at me and kept telling Anna how pretty I was ._. LOL so after training it out to the city to drop her mum off - we went Gloria Jeans. Tim Tam shake awwww shiet.

Then we just spent the rest of the day with each other - as we always do. Bought food and went back to her place and just hung for a bit - then she came back to mine to hang with me til I went to ARQ - I WISH SHE CAME WITH ME. Just counting the days til her mum goes to Vietnam and I can take her out all night 8).

But at about 8.30 Mitch picked me up to go ARQ for Gagarazzi night - though it started pretty slow I ended up having a pretty epic night! Still waiting for Daniel and Stef to upload pics WHICH THEY HAVEN'T cause Daniel is probably still drunk as he always is LOL - I'm surprised he still remembers who I am after the crazy nights we have

Spent the night one ONE DRINK (GO ME! LOL) and smoking - chit chatting with lovely wonderful and random people. It was SUCH A GOOD NIGHT - I don't think I got home til about 8AM/9AM I think it was.

Downside of the night were these two random straight guys hitting on all the girls in the club. It was seriously annoying - one of them kept slapping my ass and I got to a point where I just turned around and whacked him in the face and yelled a bunch of shit in his face. The security was just "You go girl!" - so That made the downfall up-rise LOL.

SATURDAY /16th

Arguement with dad led me to go to the Cafe to let off some steam. Went to Tee's with Anna and Augustine - I called out Diana, who of course came. and Kerrie invited herself LOL It then turned into a strange but interesting hang out night. We picked up Ngoc on the way 8)

After Tee's we went to Mounties for goodness knows what reason - but we stayed for about half an hour, and within that half hour Anna got UN-sober on a couple beers. HAHA. I tried to convince her that she was drunk but "[she wasn't] junk [she was] twipsy" LOL. So what did she need? FOOD.

24 hour bread shop AWWWW SHIET. Then back to Anna's to hang til 2 in the morning LOL and for some strange reason EVERYONE HAD THIER PEDO FACE ON LOL

They gotz da hotness.

and THAT WAS MY EVENTFUL WEEK. Will do the NTS blog soon I think. My stomach hurts T_T

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-07-09T01:01:00.004+10:00

Listening to: All Night Long - LMFAO

I'm so glad Diana and I are hanging out more often now 8) I missed out good times - now we even got Marc hanging out with us, because we are cool like that LOL.

Worked yesterday and had the shittiest customers ever. I was so ready to go Chris Brown on someones ass - so I just smoked my night away as much as I could. So much for quitting aye? haha. That was all until 9 then it was FREEDOM. My phone was buzzing like crazy @_@.

Firstly, went with Anthony and Santana to visit dad, which was awesome as always. Just chit chatting and drinking tea LOL, well they all had coffee and I had tea 8) TYPICAL me. Stayed there til about 11.30?

Then I went to Diana's house to hang with her and Marc - who finally renewed his rego! So da rainman is on the loose! and he still wont take photos with us - this is the only nice one we had really haha. [PhotoblogTime]

Bottom Right: #foreveralone. LOL Jokes HAHA.

By the way - HOW CUTE IS MY BABY =]. Been spending a fair amount of time with her recently. NOT COMPLAINING AT ALL cause I love seeing her. We're slowly getting to know each other again and it's nice and refreshing. h0h0

I bet you feel embarassed. LOL

Well I have work AND the cruise tomorrow. I should wake up early to get ready.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-07-05T22:59:00.002+10:00

Listening to: My Mistakes - 112

We're young. We're supposed to have bad attitudes and shag each others brains out. We were designed to party. We owe it to ourselves to party hard. We owe it to each other. This is it - this is our time. So a few of us will overdose - or go mental. Charles Darwin said you can't make an omelette without breaking a few eggs. That's what it's all about - breaking eggs - by eggs, I mean, getting twatted on a cocktail of class A's. If you could see yourselves... We had it all. We have fucked up bigger and better than any generation that came before us. WE WERE SO BEAUTIFUL. We're screw ups. I plan on staying a screw up until my late 20's. Or maybe even my early 30's. And I will shag my own mum before I let her... Or anyone else take that away from me.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-07-04T20:24:00.002+10:00

Listening To: Girlfriend - B2K

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

2011-07-04T13:27:00.003+10:00

Listening To: Who am I to say? - Hope [DOWNLOAD]

I WISH I COULD SLEEP IN. Personality Pet Peeve #1 haha. How are my fellow bloggers today? because I am fantabulous.. If you didnt get that, its fantastic and fabulous LOL. If anything - partially sluggish haha.

Had an AWESOME Saturday - left a little early to check into the hotel [BREAKFREE AT GEORGE] - and no joke, I walk past it all the time when I'm in the city and had NO IDEA it was even there. The location is PRIME as well, I was so impressed with Artiene's choice

I arrived about 9.30, enough time to make a cup of tea and text to my girl for a while :) before she got to the club. So I called up Georgie to rendezvous @ Charlie Chan's for pre-drinks. I had only met Georgie once beforehand. But his addictive personality has caused us to become very close very quickly.

So at 10.30, I met up with him at Charlie Chan's and over a couple Beers and Smirnoff Double Blacks we caught up laughed and chatted for a while. I promised him I'd get him a Flaming Charlie - which I did. Part Kahlua, Curacao, Baileys and Absinthe. Bit of Fire and Cinnamon and we were FUCKEDDDD beyond belief. We hobbled back to the hotel to wait for Artiene which was in vain since Artiene asked us to go to the club without him.

The club was packed as. The line had to be re-directed through the bar - which always happens when Wendy is running the event. Hopeless - but according to the flyers seems like shes the main manager for Verandah Bar. Gosh, she does plan a pretty fucken good event though.

Georgie left cause Artiene was out in the hotel room. WINKWINK. LOL So when I got in, it was just for my girl. She spotted me first and pulled me out the crowd and we drank, smoked and danced the night away. I was pretty fucken smashed. But I had the greatest time. Jagerbombs, Wet Pussies and Midoris to last my night til the end.

I would post pics, but she wont send em <_< so LATER [INSERT PICS HERE]

I hope my baby had a good first time clubbing - cause I had a BLAST. Even without Artiene and Georgie gaying up the place LOL. I got to the hotel pretty smashed - Artiene and Georgie found me curled up in fetal position in 2 chairs and a sheet. cause I'm G like that haha

I'll blog later peeps, Until next Time, Comments? xx

2011-07-03T14:49:00.001+10:00

Shove my body up against yours, and kiss me like you mean it.
Let's blind ourselves by love and be deaf to all who says it's fatal.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-07-02T11:26:00.003+10:00

Listening To: Chris Brown feat. Lonnie Bereal & Teyana Taylor - Favor

reference: [LINK] D4Diana

20 THINGS

1. My mother is half Italian and Filipino, and my father is half American and Irish.. which makes me Filipino/Australian LOL

2. I love to read - Slasher and Psychological crime novels (Shatter - Mark Robotham) are my favourite. Also a good problem teen story gets my interest high (Sushi Central - Alasdair Duncan)

3. Gamer girl through and through. WoW Blackrock Server: Karnifool LVL 60 Undead. LOL
4. I watch Shittonnes of TV shows! Just look at my wishlist. LOL

5. Huge Muso: I major in Piano and Guitar. Plus I sing ~ and I listen to EVERYTHING and when I say everything I mean EVERYTHING. Totally jonesing on some bachata right now [LISTEN]

6. Even though everyone else is over it - I still get holy. I Love my holes LOL. Recently got my Angel Kiss

7. I would willingly live on a diet of cigarettes and juice. Just as long as they are the right kind of cigarettes. Before last week - I was on a pack a day. Now not so much..

8. I'm a bit of a party animal, It's very rare that I'm home during the night. Clubbing, Kareoke or even just going to a cafe to catch up with old friends

9. Speaking of Cafes, I LOVE TEA. and can't drink coffee for the life of me. One sugar a cup ~ with cigarettes please 8)

10. Wasn't looking for anyone, but somebody sure found me 8)

11. I collect DVDs like it's religion. If I'm unsure about a movie - I'd download it then if I liked it: I'd buy it. If I didn't like it: then I'd wait for it to go on sale THEN buy it LOL

12. As much as I'd like to do psychology for a living - If someone offered me the chance to fulfill my music career, I'd choose it in a heart beat.

13. I have 4 sisters - and they are all white with green eyes, blonde hair and freckles - seriously. LOL

14. It's pretty hard to get me down - I've had it pretty shit up until now & I've learnt that everything is always okay in the end. If It's not okay, then it's not the end yet.

15. I'm pretty fucken perverted. Comes with the assets and part of the package. I play I sleep I fuck I eat, and not necessarily in that order.

16. It's always 4:20 at Sonjae's house LOL. STIMULATE YOUR MINDDDD.

17. I have a few drinks of choice - Jagerbombs, Smirnoff Double Black, and a Good Scotch on the rocks.

18. I love to spoil people I care about. Regardless of how much they hate it - cause I know inside they're loving me more for thinking of them haha.

19. I'm usually always wearing contacts. makes my eyes look more exotic. Since I look common. LOL

20. Certified Social Network Junkie. LOL.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-06-29T22:01:00.001+10:00

Thai Pham is a sickient

2011-06-29T18:29:00.005+10:00

Listening To: I Gotta Chick - Tyrese Ft. Tyga & R. Kelly
Motivation (Official Remix) - Kelly Rowland Ft. Busta Rhymes, Trey Songz & Fabolous

We only just moved, the house is still messy 8)

WAZZUPPPPPP BITCHES. I finally got the net back. FOOF. New modem all sexy and shit haha. But yeah anyways - MOVED TO CABRAMATTA. Awwwww shieeee. The house looked liek a fucken lagoon on the outside. So I was pretty fucken worried to walk in. But it's PRETTY NICE inside. MY WARDROBE IS AN ENTIRE WALLLLLLL. So It makes me a very Happy Sonjae 8). So lets see - Party Days:

WEDNESDAY

The club was BUMPIN. Considering it was a Wednesday. I went with Steph, Daniel, Vicki and Mitch. All the Gay Folk. LOL. They played a pretty good set of music, until the Dubstep DJ came up to the turn tables. Now I love me some Dubstep - but it's fucken hard to dance to it for 2 FUCKEN HOURS. I wasn't THAT drunk. As a matter of fact, I wasn't drunk at all h0h0. We stayed until the wee hours of the morning! Like - Until it ended. LOL Mitch dropped me home about 5AM. Pish and I had work at 9 LOL

THURSDAY

Not exactly party, but I met up with Diana after not seeing her for a while - she'd been studying a fair bit and being a little anti-social. So I took her out for TEA.

I absolutely love this place. Not having to travel all the way to the City or Macquarie just for T2 tea is fantasTEAcally phenomenal h0h0. Well yeah, we caught up! Lots of things had change, some hadn't. But I guess that's a given in a friendship that's been going on for a few years.

Then we decided to reconnect with an older friend, well one of my older friends haha. MARC - delving to the bottom of the barrell of my group of friends. Met him on my blog tagboard HAHA. Man I am so random. So we drove out to MT Druitt cause we are keen like that LOL

We hung out, talked about old stuff and went maccas in the middle of the night after we got the munchies haha - I We got home really late that night too, considering it was a random house visit, about 4AM I think.

FRIDAY

Friday was terribly eventful - Had work first as always. I love working at COLORADO - It's too bad its going :( but I'm having fun in the meantime. Well It wasn't so busy so I GOT TO SEE ANNA Yay! and It had been a while since I'd seen her .. since high school! and I went to get my lip stabbed. Joe had missed me terribly. It's been a year since I'd probably walked into Industrie8!

CLICK TO ENLARGE

Got my Angel Kiss done, and I LOVE IT. It's a little bit hassle-some at the moment - but a little bit further on that in a moment 8)

We ended up going to Tee's cupcakes again cause I fricken love that place - then I realised that I couldn't drink hot tea. OH THE HUMANITY! So Michael went off menu and made me iced tea H0H0H0!

She makes me feel so tan LOL.

She's so adorable. We just chatted about the past, stared at my lip which was getting increasingly bigger buy the second haha. Then she dropped me home. It was lovely :)

Chronologically I should talk about Natalie and Warren's. Where I had an AWEEEEESOME time.

It started at K1 in the city where we got smashed a kareoked until everyone (except for The birthday people, Mitch and I) Threw up EVERYWHERE - especially Kerrie. Way to fuck up your slutty night LOL.

We drank green tea and Hennessey all night - the shittiest of all drinks can get you SOOO FUCKED UPPPPPP.

left: Ryan & Warren || right: My heart will go on LOL.

Kerrie sitting in her own filth LOLOL.

After we finished kareokeing - Mitch and I went to Purple Sneakers at The Gaelic Club.

had the best beats! Dubstep and Indie club - pretty damn good. Just so ya'll know. Miami Horror will be guest DJ there - stayed until the end AGAIN. This is the problem with non-gay clubs. They stop! Gay clubs DON'T STOP. We're dancing wil 9 in the morning and dragging our heels in the morning with no regrets - drugged up and drunk as shit with a smile across your messed up face.

Nevertheless, it was SO FUCKEN COLD. and I fell asleep on Mitch's lap until we got home. Then he dropped me home, got home about 5AM.

SATURDAY

That morning I went to buy Vietnamese food, need me some sizzling steak LOL. and Warren Dave and Nat are in there working off the night before for another day of misfortunes! Bought my food and Ninja gear and headed off.

Was still completely fucking smashed off my fucken faceskies. But since when am I to back out on a friend? NEVERRRRRR. So to the party I go! Drink up at Natalie's for DAY TWO of Warren and Natalie's 21st birthday. So needless to say - I got smashed pretty fucken quick. NINJA PARTY - had never been so happy that I would wear tracksuit pants to a party LOL half of the people didnt even dress up - but the ones that did were FULLY SICK LOL.

Cause that's how I roll. LOL

Natalie, Gillian's BF, Gillian and Warren.

Kurt Andy and I, Just choofed up until we were giggly and head spinny -- early in, I wanted to see Anna, so I popped by her cousin's party who was fucked beyond all belief by the time I got there LOL. But I had a Vodka Apple with him before he danced his little heart out. Inside. By Himself LOL

Nice. LOL

We're so cute. LOL

SUNDAY

ON THE LAST DAY, SHE RESTED. LOL.

MONDAY/TUESDAY

After work, Anna came to pick me up from the station and we went to Little Star Cafe, a cafe I used to frequent before Tee's came along. But yeah, since that previous Friday, she'd been on my mind. I didn't know what it was. Just a longing or, just a crush. Something minuscule like that - but I just love being with her.

It may seem silly to you. But to me it's cute. and it doesn't fucken matter what you think LOL. From that Monday we started "seeing each other" if all you bitches decide to get technical as you always do haha. Let me put it in the easiest to understand terms:

When she holds me, It makes me want to curl up in a ball and stay there all night. :)

I really am filo. I'm so corny. LOL.

Well anyways, I have a few things to do

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-06-16T19:52:00.004+10:00

Listening To: Forsaken - Marilyn Manson

I'm feeling particularly lonely today :(, I don't know why - I'm not usually dependent on peoples emotions and admiration to get by day to day. Probably because I'm not going out as much since I'm WORKING SO MUCH. I swear I am so exhausted.

I'll be moving from the big house soon which means no more huge parties, people falling asleep on top of each other whilst surrounding friends laugh. No more awesome sleep overs where spilling secrets was the game of choice while we lie down on my roof and stare at the stars. Maybe I'm just being nostalgic. Maybe it's because I know I'm moving miles away from everything I know! Meh, Too many thoughts when I know I'm gonna sleep soon.

Unless someone calls me out - which is always a huge possibility.

Following the depressing note, I FEEL SO SORRY FOR THE COLORADO PEOPLE! I know I work there, but i have 2 other jobs as it is, some people that work at Colorado are SO dependent on this job. Now the whole section is closing down and they have no where to go and NO SEVERANCE CHEQUE. That's illegal right? Should I be calling someone LOL. Far out. But I'm going to give up one of my jobs and refer one of the girls to take the job cause 2 jobs are enough for me and she really needs the money..

On a good note! I'M SO EXCITED FOR SATURDAY. Girlthing! WITH A MECHANICAL BULL. As if that wouldn't make you excited. Anderson said she's coming and a girl I saw last time said she wants to meet up with me again h0h0h0. We'll see how that pans out. PLUS Natnois is gonna be DJing and not only is she FINEEEEEEE but she's an awesome DJ :)

If you guys end up coming, Message me! The people that matter have my number ;)

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-06-07T11:54:00.002+10:00

2011-06-04T10:26:00.005+10:00

Listening to: Best Love Song - T-Pain ft. Chris Brown

It's high time I do a proper blog. Just so many unexpected and fun things have been happening to me and I'm just trying to keep up with the events in my own life.

As most of you know - I'm in the progress of shedding a few non-necessities in my life as well as welcoming some things and people that I may have neglected in the past and pieces of myself that I have neglected also. Personal Comment: I've probably never been happier than I am right now.
My parents and I are on really good terms for the first time in a long time. I'm looking more healthier than I have in the past year and a half. My friends are awesome and It can only get better from here.

BLAST FROM THE PAST. LOL.
Just going through old photos and shit. and MAN have I had some great times. and found RANDOM MEMORIES. I was just like awwww shieeeeeeeeeee. FUCKIN CHAVS. But single life has finally come across my path which I'm sure most of you who read/subscribe to my blog finally sighing with relief. Hopefully for my sake.

So life - HIT ME WITH YOUR BEST SHOT cause it can only get better from here. :) Especially in the form of a beautiful woman thats caught my eye. But is annoying me with mixed signals HAHA.

Upload clips and shit later. Just lost the urge to blog. haha

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-06-03T22:51:00.003+10:00

1.Where did you take your profile pic?
My Room

2.What exactly are you wearing right now?
Singlet, Push up and Track pants. You know you want me 8P

3.What is your current problem?
Which part of my body to follow.

4.What makes you happy most?
The Warm and Fuzzy Feeling I Get..

5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
Te Siento - Wisin Y Yendel

7.Name someone with the same birthday as you?
Johnathan

8.Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Yes

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
No. 8) It's not weird.. I'm just special edition.

10.Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
HELL TO THE YES.

11. Do you speak any languages?
English and Conversational French/Filipino. WHAT UP.

12. Has anyone you've been close with passed away?
Yeah. A few people.

13.Do you ever watch MTV?
Used to - Thats what Youtube is for

14.What's something that really annoys you?
Uncertainties.

Chapter 1:

===============

1.Middle name:
Helen =="

2.Nickname(s):
Son, Sonson, Sonjae, Jae, Sunny

3.Current location:
Fairfield West

4.Eye color:
Brown

Chapter 2:

===============

1.Do you live with your parents:
Yeah, Once again..

2.Do you get along with your parents?
Fifty Fifty.

3.Do you have any Siblings?:
4 Older Sisters.

Chapter 3: Favorites

===============

1. Ice Cream:
Cookies and Cream

2. Season:
Autumn

3. Shampoo/conditioner:
Anything that has a sexy smell. Usually Herbal Essences.

Chapter 4: Do You..

===============

1.Dance in the shower?
Religiously. LOL

2.Do you write on your hand?
Yus cause I'm cool like that.

3. Call people back:
Most always

4. Believe in love:
Yeah. I just haven't found it yet

5. Any bad habits?
Smoking. Cigarettes. ALOT.

7. Any mental health issues?
Loving myself? LOL

Chapter 5: Have You..

===============

1.Broken a bone:

Nope

2.Sprained stuff:
.. I tore a Ligament in Half?

3.Had physical therapy:
Nope

4. Gotten stitches:
Yeah.

5.Taken painkillers:
YES. /GASP!

6. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling:
Nope

7.Been stung by a bee:
Yus 8(

8.Thrown up at the dentist:
Gross. No.

9.Sworn in front of your parents:
Yeah. More like WITH my parents.

10. Had detention:
Yes, even had AFTERNOON detention 2g4u LOLS

11.Been called a Player/ Hoe:
As a joke between friends. But to my face, no I haven't.

Chaper 6: Who/What was the last

===============

1.Movie(s)?
Trick R Treat

2.Three people to text you:
Tori, Diana and Leesa

3.Person you called:
Tori

4.Person you hugged:
My Daddy

5.Person you tackled?
I don't know..

6. Person you talked to on Msn?
MSN? LOL

7.Thing you touched?
Keyboard

8. Thing you ate?
Carrots and french onion dip YUMMO.

9. Thing you drank?
Juice

10.Thing you said:
Goodnight!

Until next Time, Comments? xx

2011-06-03T20:32:00.000+10:00

IS THIS CONVERSATION REALLY HAPPENING.

2011-06-02T14:40:00.003+10:00

Only in your Dreams it's reality..

AND IF YOU FEEL THAT WAY - GO AHEAD AND KISS YOUR BABY
AND NOW WE GOT THE WHOLE STADIUM IN LOVE LIKE THAT!

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-05-21T16:20:00.003+10:00

Girl I'm dying for your love, I can't handle anymore ..

This song is so fucken catchy. 8)

2011-05-12T15:45:00.001+10:00

But Karma's a Trip Now ..

Mind fucken BLOWN.

If you say 'beer can' in a British accent, it also sounds like you're saying 'bacon' in a Jamaican accent.

2011-05-06T19:47:00.003+10:00

This place is heaven, I put on lipstick, The price is what?..

Been finishing up all my television series lately and the people who have been screen writing for the shows I watch have been doing seriously awesome pair ups. ESPECIALLY the turn of events in Pretty Little Liars. So I suppose I can present my:

Favourite Television Couples

(in no particular order)

Spencer Hastings and Toby Cavanaugh - Pretty Little Liars

Simon Bellamy & Alisha Bailey - Misfits

Amy Farrah Fowler & Sheldon Cooper - The Big Bang Theory

Marshall Eriksen & Barney Stinson - How I Met Your Mother

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-05-03T21:26:00.004+10:00

Baby It's cold outside..

I wanna make PAPER TOTEMS! but I need a better printer. I guess that goes on the list when I move overseas. So many things I wanna buy when I go overseas. I definitely want a book tree! I think I'll make it a family project for me and daddy.

So I just joined a Blog collaboration with a few people: Ajay, Natalie, Warren and Tim. It is called

I don't know why it is called "Cure for optimism". Does that mean we are trying to encourage pessimism? I hope not. People are pessimistic as it is.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-05-02T14:10:00.002+10:00

World, Hold on..

I don't think it was a good thing that Osama bin Laden is dead. Don't get me wrong - he deserves to die - but he wasn't the One who did the actual terrorist attacks.
He may have initiated it - but he didn't do it. His followers did - and now that the Americans have killed him, who knows what havoc they will reap against the world.
The people who believe in 2012 must be terrified, I'm a little worried myself.

I pray nothing bad happens.

Until next time, comments? xx

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2011-04-29T22:03:00.003+10:00

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An album of RNB Disney Mash-Ups. Some are pretty Awesome!

By DJ-DOYOU

1. Stuntin Like Mufasa (Simba vs. Lil Wayne)
2. Snow White Girl (7 Dwarfs vs. E-40, Juelz Santana)
3. Never Had an Ice Cream Paint Job (Aladdin vs. Dorrough)
4. Rock the Boat Under the Sea (Ariel vs Aaliyah)
5. That Girl Worth Fighting For (Mulan vs. Wayne, Pharrell, Gucci Mane)
6. It's Like a Jungle Book (Mowgli vs. Grandmaster Flash)
7. I'm a Lion King (Simba vs. T.I.)
8. Something There On Top of the World (Beast vs. LMFAO)
9. Man a Man Touch the Sky (Mulan vs. Kanye West)
10. Can You Feel the Best I Ever Had (Timon vs. Drake)

2011-04-29T18:08:00.004+10:00

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock..

Just watched a fantastic Peacock - Katy Perry video. It was made by Ryan James Yezak. IT'S BEYOND FANTASTIC - Everyone take a gander cause its an awesome video (Y).

Last night I was at Natalie's house (Natalie, David & Warren), watched them play pool for a while then we played this came called SETTLERS OF CATAN. Everyone got pretty competitive! It was great fun. I'm thinking I should get it so I can play it with my cousins and such when I go overseas. 8)

Yo mama so fat that when she jumps - She falls down the hill! - NATALIE

man I'm feeling a little lazy today. I'll blog later LOL.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

p.s. download the album below!

2011-04-27T22:03:00.002+10:00

I wake up praising, god everyday..

It's always 4:20 somewhere.

2011-04-27T21:51:00.002+10:00

I finally got my hands on them HEHE. 8) Kurt was hiding them from me

2011-04-26T18:00:00.003+10:00

I ain't gonna eat, I ain't gonna sleep..

Everyone knows that I've been a horror and thriller buff for a very long time. This film that I have just watched is the first time someone had tapped into the emotional and psychological horror in the back door of everyone's mind rather than the physical violence that horrifies the eyes more than anything beyond that. This movie made me question acts that humans do and for what cause. What do people gain from torture and kidnapping - other kinds of things like that.

Pascale Laugier's worried about this movie. He was apologising to people who despised it, he was profusely thanking the people who liked it. He is the modern day equivalent of Victor Frankenstein. He knows that he has created a monster and doesn't really know how to deal with it now that it's being released upon the world.

Martyrs truly is a monster. It's a ground breaking, brave, stunning, brutal & moving piece of work that is guaranteed to divide audiences everywhere it gets the chance to play. After reading forum attributes and other critic reviews - the audience reaction ranged from 'loved it' to 'hated it' to people actually going outside of the cinema to be physically retching. I don't believe it's a movie that anybody will truly 'enjoy'.

As others have already given away too much of the story i won't bother with a synopsis as Martyr's is definitely a dish best served cold. Not knowing what to expect makes this a refreshingly shocking piece of celluloid that will hopefully astound you with it's gutsy originality. Written by the director during a fit of depression, it is an almost schizophrenic movie with two distinct halves and coda of such ambiguity that it is possible to view it as nihilistic or strangely hopeful. It's beautifully shot, really well paced and contains outstanding performances from the two female leads.

This movie is inevitably going to be compared to other movies in the horribly monickered 'torture-porn' genre and that is a genuine mistake. The true horror lies in the the clinical detachment of the antagonists. In the end, despite all the on screen violence (and there are some truly brutal scenes on display here in the movies second act) the prevaling reaction that this movie elicited in me was not one of revulsion but one of true sadness. Martyrs really is a truly brilliant, surprisingly moving film and one that will remain in my mind, jostling for attention with my other thoughts for a very long time to come. It's definitely a monster that i love...

Are there any other movies in the genre that they can suggest to me?

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-03-23T02:09:00.004+11:00

I've got you, Under my skin..

Once again I've been catching up on some queer cinema as I usually do. I watched a artistic movie which happened to incorporate a little bit of a taboo situation in it. The movie is called Cracks (2009)

The movie is based on the novel 'Cracks by Sheila Kohler' - a book I definitely want to read since after reading forums and book reviews, there is a large amount of inconsistencies from the movie to the book and vice versa.

As for the movie, having not read the book - it was a fantastically portrayed movie full of mind fucks. The film reminded me of 'Lord of the Flies'. It was like a cinematic challenge: can the same horror emerge from the humanity of children - If they were girls instead of boys? If they are in a prestigious English school instead of lost on a wild island? I can say in all certainty that this film definitely works this out to a T.

The film definitely works around the main quote said in the movie. "The most important thing in life is desire". The main themes were probably the Perils of Youth and Fatal Attraction. It encompasses a lot of emotion, jealousy and confusion. Which makes the drama extremely addictive and hard to disregard. I feel that I could possibly spoil quite If I say any more that I already have.

One quote that really took me as an overall film review synopsis is:

We can become devils or angels, but as children - we are both

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-03-13T00:52:00.005+11:00

It's getting hot in here..

I realised I forgot to post the video in which I was referring to. Isn't he a cutie pie 83.

It's been feeling so humid lately. I'm like MELTING.

Saturday night live is SO not as funny as it used to be. Which sucks. Is there any shows that I should be watching right now? TELL MEEEEEEE.

One Question Burwood: What the fuck is your affinity with CROCS?!

I don't care if they are comfy - they are not a fashion statement. I see these Korean people dressed so AWESOME and then I look at their feet and I immediately think "oh you must be walking to pick the weeds out of your garden GRANDMA."

Only 2 reasons why you should wear Crocs:

1) you're old.

2) you're 6 months old and you have no say in your footwear choices.

Please. Save yourself. Boycott Crocs.

I LOVE MELTEM THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

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IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS MUCH.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2011-03-12T00:02:00.004+11:00

So Close, So Close, and it's you that I believe in..

I'm Lesbian for Shou's Fucken baby face.

I'm just MELTING!

So - I've been watching sister wives! It's a fantastic show. but how can a man split his feelings up for 4 different women officially?! not that I'm against polygamy - whatever and however you choose to love is your own choice - but I already have a hard time giving all of myself to one person. It must be a strenuous exercise.

Jealously must be a huge factor in that house. I know for a fact that a lot of people have a lot of issues in this area and choosing it for a lifestyle? I'm not sure that I'd be able to handle it - but that is only one con in a ocean of pros.

P.S. I LOVE some of the names they chose for their kids LOL.

/offline past blog

So I just wanted to address something that I found a few mins ago.

I was just browsing youtube cause I finally got a day off and found the gigglepeaches channel; now gigglepeach is KURT and Kurt made this video when we were in high school. Ummm.. I've known kurt for a few years now and it's been 3 years since we graduated..

it kinda feels like.. wow. but anyway..

He was stating his views on what happened a while ago which was a young boy getting killed

for asking another boy to be his valentine. This issue has come up again somewhat recently

where young boys are committing suicide cause they can't take the ridicule that other

boys give them about their sexuality.

For starters, Every gay person I know, has known they've been homosexual almost all their lives and in being such close friends with them this is what I have established over the years: Just because a boy is gay, doesn't mean he's gay for EVERY man that walks past him. Which bring me up to the main point. Why are straight men so afraid of homosexual men that they have to put them down to make them feel better about themselves?

It's because they see how happy gay people are with themselves. That they are afraid to fall into this lifestyle themselves. Probably because they have had gay tendencies they are afraid to touch on themselves. I had once asked a friend 'If your best friend came out of the closet as a gay, how would you react?', and he bluntly said 'I'd stop being friends with him'. Is it such a bad thing to gay?

Ellen today (11th March '11), was saying that People can choose to love whoever they like as long as it isn't hurting anyone. Which is a PERFECT summing up of the mentality people should encompass.

I've personally been at the firing point of ridicule myself, especially when I was at school. Going to an all girls school, there were a lot of homosexuals. I dated a few girls myself and a lot of teachers that had been brought up in a conservative lifestyle would come up to me personally and shut down my, at the time, chosen lifestyle. Things like 'don't hold hands' and 'get off her lap, sit next to her (to my girlfriends)'. Homosexuality is not contagious - is it really YOUR choice to judge something like that? Would it be better to be in a heterosexual lifestyle knowing that you're going to be unhappy, just because it is culturally accepted, or just follow your heart?

It isn't any single person's choice to choose a persons sexuality and it definitely isn't anyones choice to end their life because they are unaccepting of someone's sexuality. Especially these stupid teenagers that choose to end peoples lives and I think it's especially silly when people take their own lives because they are ashamed of what they feel.

You feel what you feel. There is no point on denying it or taking your own life to avoid the inevitable.

Pro choice. not just to work for the acceptance of society

On a positive note, I think I'm in love with Harley Quinn:

More sister wives for me,

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-02-12T09:02:00.004+11:00

Pretty Women, fascinating, sipping coffee, dancing..

I am so excited about all the movies coming up in this year or the next!

Hey everyone, just talking to Kurty at the moment about all the things we are doing, things we love and people that have changed.

I do have to say, I am sick of a lot of people. People that I considered my closest friends have tossed me aside, stopped making time for me and/or literally closed me off. Do you know what I think? GOOD RIDDANCE. Seriously, if they were REAL friends - they wouldn't have discarded me so easily. What is years if it was wasted on people that are just major time wasters, time fillers, and time disruptor's.

The friends I have now are the people I should have spent more time on. Friends I should have REALLY put on a pedestal cause these friends are the ones that stick with me through thick and thin. They are not the friends that wait for the most minuscule excuse to toss me aside.

Also, Currently working on a new website which I'm UBER excited about.

Will also be posting a new YEARLY TO DO list soon.

I want Ron Ron Juice. If you haven't tried it yet, I HIGHLY SUGGEST YOU DO!
Add Blueberries and Jagermeister.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-02-01T21:49:00.002+11:00

I should be happy, but all I do is cry..

Hello my darlings! I missed you all - I'm only making small little nippets today so bear with me on my short blog

First of all, TMZ reports that season 4 of “Jersey Shore” will be filmed in Italy this year, and all I can say is good riddance. There is a part of me that’s kind of interested to see what happens when “American Guidos” meet actual Italians, but not enough to actually watch the show.

I can’t wait for the country to riot in fist-pumping protest and toss the whole cast and crew into the Mediterranean Sea! Good times, that will be… they wont last.

On another note - it's been SO HOT lately, I don't understand this summer at all: It's HOT It's COLD It's HOT It's COLD It's HOT It's COLD . I could DIE. its terrible. No tan for me, I want my aircon.

A video for you to watch:

Enjoy my little lemondrops. LOL Gradual Report (L)

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2011-01-28T01:27:00.003+11:00

Hello again, friend of a friend, I knew you well..

OOOOKAY getting sick of the 30 day challenge. Gonna just BLOG. Oh yay. I hope you guys missed me because I miss blogging for all you guys! It feels like forever since I properly blogged.

Yesterday was Australia Day and I went to Port Kembla, and not only is it a beautiful beach - the weather was great and the waves were AWESOME. My nieces and Nephews are getting older and cuter, Chantelle's ALREADY 13. Its crazy, making me feel older and older. Well, It will be my first year out of my teens in MARCH.

By the way, I wanted to address an issue that's been a HUGE issue for me since I started working Burwood: Kids just don't act like kids any more.

At 12 they've already had boyfriends and dress so slutty. Since when was it so bad to be a kid! Kids are just growing up so quick - TOO quick - and its scary. Be a kid, fly a kite, have some fun. Why do kids have to dress overly mature and wear make up and be.. an adult? Like I've seen some kids at Burwood - No parents, dressing up like Jersey shore 20+'ers, with bare midriffs and their no boobies hanging out the top of their tube tops. I'm terrified my nieces will turn into these hoochie mama kids. and the BOYS zomg don't get me started, wandering around with RIDICULOUS haircuts and BUM BAGS. ugh GROSS. Like seriously - BE A KID. PLAY VIDEO GAMES. PLAY SPORTS!

Like, I hung out with older people when I was younger, so I'll admit to acting older when I was a kid a little bit, but NOTHING LIKE THIS. I still DRESSED appropriately.

On a lighter note - My plan this week is to hang out with Kurty as much as possible! Since he isn't working and I'm not working AS MUCH. I miss my Kurty time. I NEEDS my Kurty time! I think The White Rabbit Scavenger hunt will be a definite possibility this year cause I WANT IT TO BE UNDERFOOT! I want EVERYONE to know what it is. Me and Kurty want FAME. then we can have our own show. Like Jersey Shore LOL.

I may blog in the morning cause I am Exhausted. work was so boring it bored me to a stupor.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-11T00:03:00.001+11:00

Day Twenty-Three: Something I crave for a lot

Slurpees and Cigarettes. I Wonder If They'll ever create a slurpee flavoured cigarette. MMMMM... a Cigarette flavoured Slurpee is just gross. LOL.

OH and DVDS. I CANT LIVE without BUYING THEM. I have no idea why. LOL.

Just Some of My DVD's. LOL

Until Next Time. Comments?

2010-12-10T00:03:00.002+11:00

Day Twenty-Two: What makes you different from everyone else?

I thought It would be weird for my to write this about myself, So I got Kurty to write it for me!

You is different for many reasons.
1) Beautiful singing voice, honestly its heavenly!
2) You party like a rock star
3) Your attitude and personality
4) DVD obsession
But most of all.. the vibe you give off. It's just so easy to love you.

I love Kurty. He spoils me with compliments. LOL

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-09T00:03:00.002+11:00

Day Twenty-one: A picture of some things that make you happy

If you mean like.. Material Things

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-07T00:03:00.001+11:00

Day Nineteen: Nicknames I have and why

SONSON: A nickname that has stuck with me since I was about 7? Started by my close friends as a cutesey name since I was such a bully.
People that call me by that name: Daddy, Kurtis, Artiene
SON: An abbreviation of my name.
People that Call me by that name: Dzesika, Anna, Nikkie, my sisters

SONYUM/YOJAE: Names Kurt has given me that he alternates with sonson.
People that call me by that name: Kurt.

MAMA CHAO: Constant Asian accent imitations have eventuated into this nickname given to me by 'JUNG' boys.

People that Call me by that name: Warren, Tim and sometimes Mike.
SONJAE: Just.. Happened! Don't even remember when it acme to be - someone just started calling me Son[Jay] then it just stuck. It's used to much, that people think its my actual name.
People that call me by that name: Everyone else. LOL

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-06T00:02:00.001+11:00

Day Eighteen: Plans/dreams/goals you have

* To go Uni within the next 5 years
* To have a Home

* Maybe pursue something in music
* I'm sure more goals will appear in my head - but at the moment I'm confuzzled.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-05T00:02:00.002+11:00

Day Seventeen: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

To be honest, through all the hardships, the Drama, the house moving and fights - I wouldn't trade my life for the world. I have the greatest friends. My sisters are awesome. I love my father and as dysfunctional and stupid my mum is sometimes. I love her very much as well.

But I would kinda wanna trade lives with whoever Jason Segel gets married to. He's so cute HEHEHE.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-04T23:33:00.003+11:00

Day Sixteen: Another picture of yourself

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-03T16:37:00.002+11:00

Day Fifteen: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

1. Paper Gangsta - Lady GaGa

2. Qian Nian Zhi Lian - F.I.R.

3. Can't Live Without You - Johnta Austin

4. Scars - Blackfield

5. Lethal Industry - Tiesto

6. Wizard of Oz - Toy Box

7. Blackout - Parkway Drive

8. Hey Jude - Beatles

9. Me Entere - Daddy Yankee

10. Take Over Control - Afrojack

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-02T16:36:00.004+11:00

Day Fourteen: A picture of you and your family

Nicole (sister) Michelle (sister)
MEEEEE (me) Kelly (sister) Anne (sister)

Sarah (niece) Chantelle (niece) Glenn (daddy)
Logan (nephew) Tatijana (niece)

Mummy and Me

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-12-01T16:36:00.002+11:00

Day Thirteen: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Dear you.

A simple letter to tell you to think of me more often.

I go out of my way to like things and do things for you. As soon as you don't like something I do, say or have. You reject it immediately and turn the tables against me.

You say not to be judgemental and you choose to be judgemental. Setting a double standard for yourself is not going to help anything and or anyone or achieve anything.

You're just going to dig a deep hole for yourself until you push everyone around you away until you are alone and your judgement envelops you.

I can personally say that I don't like things that you have, but my judgement stands for the initial first minute - but then I accept them wholeheartedly because I accept YOU wholeheartedly.

You mean a lot to me. I can't imagine my life without you. Please consider what I have to say. Please consider me.

Sonja.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-30T16:35:00.002+11:00

Day Twelve: How you found out about blogspot and why you made one

Well initially I found out about BLOGDRIVE and created my first blog. I found that it didn't have as much tangibility with the html in the layout and as a computer student I needed the tangibility so I moved from site to site until I found what I wanted. I have used LIVEJOURNAL, WORDPRESS, TUMBLR, and all other kinds of things.

What I really want is to make my own independent website. Maybe in the future buy my own host. What do you guys think?

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-29T16:34:00.003+11:00

Day Eleven: Another Picture of you and Your Friends

This time, of all my groups of friends ♥

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-28T16:34:00.004+11:00

Day Ten: Songs you listen to when you're Happy Sad Bored Hyped and Mad

Happy: Dutty Love - Sean Kingston ft. Nicki Minaj

Sad: Broken Love - August, Second Love - Pain of Salvation
Bored: Absolutely Anything.

Hyped: Dum Dadi Doo - Nightcore

Mad: Scar - Slipknot

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-27T16:33:00.003+11:00

Day Nine: Something you are proud of in the past few days

.. and I'm sure you'll be proud of me too. I havent bought a DVD in a week. LOL

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-26T16:32:00.003+11:00

Day Eight: Short Term Goals for this Month and Why

* Save as much money as possible! Because William and I will be moving in with Kiet and Vicki soon and we need as much money as possible.
* DON'T BUY AS MANY DVD'S AS I USUALLY DO. I buy on average 5-10 DVD's a week. I have a deadly addiction and I need to stop. LOL
* Read more books. I have been buying books and then neglecting them. So I need to READ READ READ.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-25T16:31:00.002+11:00

Day Seven: A picture of someone or something that has the biggest impact on you

To be honest, I don't really have a specific person that has a big impact on me. My friends are equally a part of my life but as for the choices I make - the biggest Impact is myself.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-24T00:39:00.006+11:00

Day Six: Your favourite superhero and why

BATMAN

Batman is my FAVOURITE. The batman movies are by far the best Marvel Comic movies. They're comical and wacky and NON-SERIOUS. Don't get me wrong - the new generation batman (The Dark Knight) was FANTASTIC! But the first one was UGH.

He had awesome gadgets and Alfred as an awesome companion. Plus Robin is hot. HEHE

Until next time, Comments? xx

2010-11-23T18:16:00.003+11:00

Day Five: A picture of somewhere you've been to

Bacolod, Phillipines

Where my family is! Miss you

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-22T23:17:00.002+11:00

Day Four: A habit you wish you didn't have

Smoking. Not only is it bad for your health - but it's an expensive habit too.
I started when I was 14 and it's been an impossible road to quitting.
If anyone wants to help me quit - please lemm know! LOL

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-21T22:57:00.004+11:00

Day Three: A picture of You and your friends

I figured - I post new pictures all the time, so i'll post an old one of DNA(s).

Anna, Nikkie, Dzesika (2006)

Until next time, Comment? xx

2010-11-20T01:47:00.006+11:00

Day Two: A few facts about ten of your friends

Anna Tran

I've been friends for a long time - the first day of Kindergarten she approached me with the one sentence: "Will you be my friend!?" - We were always friends but we were best friends until High School especially sitting int he back of Miss Gesson's Conversational French Class - Lived near each other for almost all of our little lives so we walked to and from each others houses to hang with each other, through relationships and family situations we stuck by each other. We had a falling out late high school and recently rekindled our friendship to its former glory.
She has a hatred for insects of any kind and scary movies. We watch the grudge and she was so terrified that she left after 15 minutes in TEARS. She loves boys and girls cause she GREEDY. LOL JOKES.

Dzesika Szybiak

Been priding ourselves on the fact that we've been best friends for the past 13 years. She travelled from Poland to Australia as a kid and ended up at our Lady of the Rosary public school and feel into friendship with Nikkie and I. Regardless of the fact that Nikkie hung with Filos, I hung with Asians and Dzes hung with Europeans - we maintained our friendship even after the separation of high school since she went to public school whilst I went to private school. She loves Tim Burton movies and reading novels with a twist and hates Verandah bar and Insects. Shes the only person that'll watch Repo with me without being grossed out.

Nikkie Alberto

Another Member of DNAS - who also happens to be my god sister. We've been close since we were young, and I mean close to the point where we were doing Ballet, Jazz, Gym, Tutoring and more together up until our early teens. We used to Karaoke in the car and Sleep over each others houses all the time. A pastime which still hasn't passed. She always contributes to charities - for example G.K. Nikkie loves Doggies and Kids - a love which has turned into her career as a child care worker. She hates Cats and Insects .. like seriously I'm the only person in our quartet who doesn't have a heart attack every time a spider is within view. She has a slight filo accent which is further accentuated when she visits her relatives in the Phillipines.

Natalie Cao

I met Natalie when she randomly showed up with a past friend because she lived down the road from me. From that point, we started talking more and ended up hanging out more. She's been dating David for a little over a year now - and they seem so happy together :). She loves little things that she can collect and Photography. Ive seen so many pictures of her and they all look fabulous. She hates meat when its mixed with other stuff and non acceptance. Her room is really pink and pretty and messy - But that's Natalie!

David Sihavong

For the first few weeks of our friendship I called him Jimmy cause he resembled a friend of mine with that name - and even though I pissed him off with that - HA - we ended up being friends - frequenting stupid texts and spending time at Little Star together while his girlfriend served us shakes and ice cream! I also called him Uncle Tito after he got his glasses. He hates people who harass and nag - like a certain person we know. He loves Natalie 8) which makes every unicorn in everyones heart SMILE.

Tim Tilbrook

When I first met Tim, to put it bluntly, he was an asshole. But the older he got - the more awesome he got. Needless to say he is one awesome person. He is the best at witty comments and long conversations - as he is very articulate. He loves himself and loves to fall in love. LOL JOKING. He is one of the friends I hang out with at Little star and smoke all night with - though not lately since he's been so pre-occupied with Uni. I have spent the night with him once.. DON'T THINK DIRTY YOU FILTHY BITCHES. But he is someone good to talk to when there is something on your mind.

Warren Moore

One of the people who started and has been supporting the career of Mama Chao LOL. Warren lives with Tim and is my favorite drunk of all time - I have spent many a night acting stupid due to his pushing of my drinking habits. He is a pot full of Pick up lines and Cultural Accents. He made me go to second base with his brother on his birthday and ever since then - every time Gary sees me, he squeezes my boobs. He is obsessed with Katy Perry and loves Zombies. I'm assuming that Russel Brand is his arch nemesis. HA.

Hairly Barker

Hairly and I grew up together since BIRTH. I spent half of my little life sleeping over her house since my parents didn't have the time back then to look after me during the week. we used to pick on her sister to the point where she cried - which is funny. She gives people footlongs ;).. a.k.a. she works at Subway LOL. Everytime I see her now she's with Bronson - who is her best friend. She drinks alot, because her friends drink a lot. She's fun to hang with - and laughs too much. but that is just part of her charm.

Mike Schoengen

Mike is my bogan friend - filled with smoke and booze. He always tells us stories about 'the time in broken hill'. He is a great friend to drink with - coffee or beers, I think he may enjoy his coffee even more than his beers! He has a orange beard but brown hair everywhere else! according to what he's told me NOT what I've seen LOL. He's older than all of us an acts younger than most of us haha. He hates people that are up themselves and loves spicy food.

Kurty Futterleib

Kurty shits rainbows and lollipops and its AWESOME. He's one of my best-est friends cause I miss him all the time when I don't see him. We love to have tea parties together and we STILL haven't clubbed together yet - which I still wanna do. Everytime I see him, he has less and less hair on his head. He's naturally chirpy and bubbly - which I love. He loves everyone and everything. Except for crocs. LOL

Until next time, Comments?xx

2010-11-19T22:30:00.004+11:00

Day One: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

Taken 13th Nov. 2010

1. I collect DVD's like a religion. Trust me when I say this - Since I moved in with William I bought almost 70 DVD's. Then I wonder where all my money goes. My favorite movie of all time: The Phantom of the Opera.
2. I have big boobs. Kind of my Signature thing. I tend to be a Community Boob at most parties.
3. I currently have 12 piercings. Mind you I have taken out 4 of my piercings.
4. I am really easy to get along with - mostly because I forgive and forget very easily, sometimes TOO easily.
5. I smoke. 2-3 Packets a week, Marlborough's only! Been smoking since I was 14.
6. My favorite TV shows are How I Met Your Mother, Big Bang Theory and The L word.
7. I Love Music - all of it. Very eclectic in choice - I also play Guitar, Piano and Drums Plus I sing. One man Band. HA. But Anyways I do love music.
8. I cant watch straight porn. It grosses me out.
9. I like cruising in the car with no destination point. Just listening to music - especially midday til the point where the sun goes down. Music of choice - Roots Reggae. Its awesome for a warm day in the car.
10. Youtube Channels I follow Daily - Shane, ShaneDawsonTV, RayWilliamJohnson, KevJumba, HappySlip and OutbackJack.
11. I love Sugar. I could live on a diet of Slurpees and Chupa Chups.
12. If I could get married to any celebrity it would be Jason Segel - He just possesses a quirkiness that makes me love him ever since I saw the first episode of Freaks and Geeks
13. I love Gore movies - Repo the Genetic Opera has to be one of my favorite movies of all time. I saw Saw 7 in 3D and it was a fantastic end to the collection of Saw movies.
14. I'd rather be at a Cafe chilling with friends than Clubbing all weekend. Not that I don't love dancing - I just love socializing better and it's easier to socialize when you can hear the person sitting next to you.
15. I have a big Family. My parents, 4 sisters, 3 married with (collectively) 6 Nieces and Nephews - and that's just my Australian Side.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-11-19T20:44:00.005+11:00

I love you more than I love myself..

I havent blogged in such a long time. It feels great to blog again. Well all I really have been doing is WORKING and its made me really stressed out - but rich. LOL.

Since the last time I blogged I have been doing a few things and been going a few places:

JAG AWARDS NIGHT 2010

We ended up blowing everyone out of the water winning 4 of 8 awards. Plus all the favourite stores didn't win nothing - suck it Castle Towers. Shortly after this though Parramatta team split up and moved to different stores. I work at Burwood now - I like it but I miss Parramatta. Mattie just started working with me .. next .. everyone else! HEHAWHAW.

ERIC AND HAN'S BIRTHDAY

Went with William to Han's house - Hairly and Bronson invited us and I ended up having an AWESOME tme. Even though everyone was DUH-RUNK. but it's all good in the hood.

BRONSON'S SURPRISE BIRTHDAY

It was awesome. I bartended that night in the absence of Jackie LOL. and seriously I was good - cause I made 3 people throw up. One right at the Bar LOL HAHA. But I always have a good time with my peeps from fairfield. Especially Hairly, Bronson, Ronald, Carvey, Tony, MAH PEEPS YO haha.

NATALIE'S HALLOWEEN PARTY

I LOVE TO DRESS UP. 8)

BRIGHTON WITH MY GIRLS

Been hanging out with my girls all the time lately. Which is awesome. DNAS.

Well earlier I was ready to blog hard out but you know I got distracted by everything and I lost my mojo. So i decided to flick through everyones blogs to see whats been going on. I think I will follow Natalie's approach and do the 30 blog thingo. IF she dont mind - which I hope she doesn't as long as I promote her blog

[AWESOME BLOG. CLICK HERE]

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- A few facts about each about ten of your friends.
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

Excited to see me blog again? Yeah me too haha.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-06-01T20:08:00.004+10:00

Jenny is the most infuriating person on the L word EVER.
Shes just a wannabe-esbian.

I wanna fuck Papi. That is all.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-05-15T00:14:00.005+10:00

I'll just keep on dreaming 'til my heartaches end..

Hey guys! Quick Post Amigos of what I've been doing, what Parties I've been to - Yeah HEHE.

Nikkie's 19th Birthday:
Jello Shots and Arguille.

Sophon and Sok's 19th Birthday @ BAMBOO:
Shittest Club Ever, but I had an awesome time, cause the people I went with are awesome. Especially Henry. LOL

and pretty much just spending time with my girls -

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-05-15T00:06:00.000+10:00

DEY TOT I GOT HEET BY DE BUHS.

That is all

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-05-03T11:36:00.003+10:00

Next thing, We're Touching..

Hurroh Readers! My lack of visiting my parents minimizes the amount of blogs I do now, sorry to disappoint you all 8(.

Been working a fair bit lately. Making teh monies. So I can go out places! I'm almost never home. which is far from usual in comparison to life before I lived with my parents.
For example, my agenda for the 16th of April -
8am: Wake up, get ready to go out.
10am: Yum-Cha with William's parents and her friends. Realized how much I didn't like Yum-Cha. LOL Stay until 12pm.
1pm: Go to Jupiter Cafe (Cabramatta) and meet up with Nikkie and Jess. Smoke Arguille and Drink fruity shakes all afternoon. We Play cards and tell funny stories and wish that Adam was there. haha. Dzesika goes to Natasha's and gets a massage.. with happy ending. LOL JOKES. Hang out until 5pm.
7pm: Go to Richards on the Park (Canley Vale) to watch the footy and have a few game drinks. Watch Mikey get smashed over a few 'long islan-da!'s' LOL (Long Island's. Mind you this thing has a million things in it).
midway - Drive around and around, and multiple times over the bridge hill in Guildford. I think you all know what I'm talking about. You know when you drive to Parramatta and there is that little hill thing at guildford that makes you stomach hit the ceiling? Yeah now imagine driving over that over and over again at 120km p/hour. LOL!
12pm: Get bored of Richards and head half drunk to PJ Ghallegers. Drink more, dance a little until we are booted out of the awesome smoking area lounges.
2.30am: Cruise around a bit more, go over the hill a few more times, dodge some coppers (especially since the guy that was driving was

a) completely drunk and
b) has no license. LOL! Pick up Robbie and decide to do something else.

3am: Pick up supplies like magazines and snack foods and make our way to blue mountains on a drunken whim, singing power ballads then falling asleep slowly in the car. It was fucking cold that morning! like seriously my nipples could slice someone in two.
8am: Get dropped off home and stumble back through the door and sleep. I have to look after Chantelle in the afternoon HAHA.

So my nights kind of revolve around doing crazy things like that. If not, just at the cafe drinking tea and such. not anything wow-effect. LOL. but yeah Last night (Saturday) on a whim I went to The Albion Hotel to 'GAS WORKS':

Now I usually avoid going to local events but Gas Works went OFF. They played the best songs and when everyone knew the lyrics it would make strangers wanna dance with one another it was awesome. When OMG by Usher and Lil' Wayne came on everyone had arms around each other or were copying each others moves and making friends it was fantastic. Might take Artiene and Kurty with me next time. There were only a few hot girls there though.. damn my un-singleness. LOL

I went with Marcy, one of the Thorney Road housemates, and seriously I have never met anyone so emotionally distraught and boy crazy in my life. Unless she is glued to a boy, kissing a boy, dancing with a boy - she is crying over an ex's best friend's cousin she saw that reminds her or her ex ==" it's absolutely embarassing and shes fucking Twenty two. The worst part is she was with the guy for 2 weeks AND she was the one who broke up with him. Some people these days..

/edit.

My comp restarted last night MID POST so I have to recollect where I left off. DAMN DELL COMPUTER. /shakes fist.

But pretty much that's my social life in a nutshell. I'm not bothered to go through every day I haven't been at the computer cause that would tire me out and bore you out. LOL My upcoming weekend plans however -

07/05 Saturday: Nikkie's 19th Birthday [7.30PM]
08/05 Sunday: Sok & Sophon's 19th Birthday @ Bamboo. [10PM]

Need to make some Gello Shots for Nikkie's and Buy something to wear for Sok and Sophon's. HEHE. I need a new party dress. I saw something really nice at City Chic I might go and buy on Friday or something cause I have work on Friday. Also working on Tuesday, so if you guys are at Parra, drop by!

Well anyways, I'm STARRRVINGGGG. So I'll leave it here.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-04-22T19:15:00.004+10:00

I love you with all of my heart and my soul..

HEY EVERYONE. I'm SO SORRY I haven't blogged in such a long time. but I am always honest with you all so I'll let you know what's been going on in my life.

I no longer live in Campbelltown for TWO reasons.
REASON ONE: I got kicked out of the house about 2 months (just under) ago. My boyfriend took me in and I have been living with him in cabramatta since then. Even though everyone protests my living with him, it's been pretty good for me.
REASON TWO: I am currently at THORNEY ROAD. Yeah that's right, my parents have MOVED BACK and they want me living back with them. They kind of provide a enticing offer but I am still thinking about it since my mothers mongrel boyfriend lives in our garage.
So even if I end up coming home, it's once again LOCAL. /parties.
Since then, I've been going out almost everynight. I'm always at Richards on the Park, Jupiter Cafe, Little Star Cafe, Cabra-vale or Mounties. Not necessarliy by choice but I've been up to some pretty random crazy shit since.
I work full time and it's hard living out on your own without the nuture of parental guidance. I didn't realise how much I relied on them until I was out on my ass alone.

but anways, everyone at Thorney RD is SO EXCITED to see me here. I might leave it for now because I need to see Nikkie <3

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2010-02-14T14:43:00.003+11:00

Takes me away to where I'd always thought it would be..

Get the fuck over yourself. Get off your fucking high horse
and stop looking down on people cause seriously you aren't the best person in the world.
You are an anti-social douschebag and the friends you do have
- you're being an ignorant prick to and pushing them away.

2010-01-31T16:00:00.003+11:00

No face as hideous as my face.. was ever meant for heavens light..

Went to Margarita's yesterday, for the time I was there I had a fantastic time. We did leave early however. Very early. I feel a little disappointed that I didn't say anything but it's a little too late now. I went through hell and back so that I could go out yesterday only to prove that my efforts were well wasted.

I don't really have a happy home to come home to, as most people close to me know. Which is why I'm always out - Getting drunk, Smoking up and forgetting my life at home - but as soon as I walk through the front door at home, my trials are staring at me in the face. My father is sick, my mother is a cheat, my sisters and I aren't overly close and my friends are basically are all I have.

My parents always question why William and my friends are always in front of them - my friends are there in a heartbeat. One call and they are at my doorstep, why wouldn't they be in front of parents that are so self indulged. Parents that wont even acknowledge achievement and trying. Parents that put their selfish needs above their own daughter. They call me selfish cause I always want to do what I want to do and be with my friends all the time. How am I selfish for wanting to be wanted. How am I selfish for wanting to feel accepted.

I am the only daughter left after the other 4 up and left home, or got kicked out. I can see I am a second from being kicked out of home and finally understand why my sisters wanted to leave so badly.

Sometimes, You just wanna jump..

Until next time, Comments? xx

2010-01-18T23:31:00.003+11:00

Also - Reminiscing about our N00Bness with Angela

LINK TO OUR N00BNESS LOL

2010-01-18T21:36:00.004+11:00

If you feel how I feel then sing it..

Man, I am insanely happy right now, but I seem to be encountering everyone crumbling around me. A lot of people have been confiding in me lately, and though it's a flattering thing - it hurts me sometimes. I always get very involved in my advice giving.

There are four people I am really concerned about. One in particular. Please indulge me with public opinion when I tell you her story:

She's liked the guy for a long time, but he had been in a long term relationship that was always on the rocks. He finally broke up with the ex girlfriend and she's going out with him and she likes him a lot. But he's still close to his ex AND her entire family. They are moving away and the ex girlfriends mother has already invited him to stay with them. When she confronted him about said situation - He said that she was just being a jealous girlfriend and to just let it go.

He's still there RIGHT NOW and his girlfriends heart is breaking.

I am personally close with the male in question and I'm pretty certain that he's still hung on his ex. The girlfriend doesn't read my blog so I am free to express my opinion here - but if he's acting like this and threatening to break up with his girlfriend over a friendship with the ex - he's obviously still into her. But if he breaks her heart, i'll break his neck. I don't care that he's my cousin.

My godsister is also someone I've been concerned about also. She has recently left for overseas and as my best friend, Dzesika, fretted her abandonment - we're waiting patiently for her return. She actually had a male penpal overseas she was going to meet up with.
Me and Dzesika - AS SOON as Nikkie had the internet after puerto princessa - asked her HOW'S JESS (the guy), she simply replied 'let's not talk about it' we tried to push it a little more and she said 'seriously, lets not'. RED LIGHT we backed off.

Dzesika and I have SO MANY conclusions as to what went down between them:

He wasn't whats he expected
She wasn't what he expected
She tried to make a move and he rejected her
He tried to make a move and she rejected him
He has a girlfriend
He told her a lie
They had a fight
They had an awkward sexual moment

The point it is - it ALL fizzles down to the question "Did they meet up?". SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS LEAVING MY BRAIN FIZZLEDEDED.

Also - the South West Insider which is the South West NSW GOSSIP GIRL has just updated. I love me some gossip, but I wonder sometimes where the hell do they get their material from. I wonder who the info sources are. Well actually I don't care JUST AS LONG AS THEY ARE THERE. bring it on. I love it. LOL [LINKLINKLINK]

I have a mark on my nose. It's yuckie 8(. and I'm gonna shower in a bit..

Until next time, Comments? xx

2010-01-09T23:59:00.003+11:00

I'M ALSO DYING
TO GET HIGH WITH KURTIS.
BABE I MISS YOU <3

We have so many dressy up photos!
WE ARE JUST TOO COOL <3

2010-01-09T23:22:00.006+11:00

All I ever wanted, was a love like you..

GOD I have abandoned you dear readers. How rude of me, please excuse my behaviour haha.
Well, I just got back from half a week of camping and I am SO DARK. Okay - after one day I was this colour:

From this to THIS.

4 days later - yeah, I'm pretty fucken dark. LOL but I had a lovely time - and the view werent that bad either. Everytime I woke up - I'd walk out the tent to this view:

But enough about camping - LOL I'm sick of it - especially since I'm going again on Monday with Tess and Artiene. Gonna stay out of the sun this time. I'm gonna miss William a hell of a lot - I missed him when I went the first time.

I must mention NEW YEARS which wasn't only an AWESOME PARTY I had an AWESOME TIME. I got TANKED which doesn't happen very often - people know how much I love my drinks. and i got to see everyone and they were all so excited to see me - I felt so loved! Also got to see SOEM of my favourite faces - Natalie Dave Ryan and Albert (NATALIE IS AWESOME). and I looked really nice. I don't know why - but I felt pretty. LOL.

Everyone from the clan met William as well - and they all loved him! Which makes my life a whole lot more easier not having to dodge verbal bullets. LOL special thanks to Nemo and Guan for connecting with him - you boys are sweethearts.

and yeah - other than that, been hanging out with William a fair bit.. WORKING for fucks sake. I should be a fucking millionaire by now HAHA. but I'm not 8( damn my compulsive spending.

Well fuck me dead I gotta pack for the next camp! So I gotta hit the hay - I'll blog when I get back. or maybe even tomorrow you never know (I probably won't blog tomorrow. LOL)

Until next time, Comments? xx

P.S. RYAN IS ALSO - AWESOMEEEE. 8)

ALSO -

JUST WANNA WISH MY BLOG READERS
A MERRY NEW YEAR.
HOPE ITS A YEAR FILLED WITH
MEMORIES AND HAPPINESS.
Don't be a stranger! GIVE ME A CALL.
Always got time to catch up. <3

2009-12-22T11:13:00.003+11:00

Touching you like it's our first time..

1 I always announce when I have to pee/use the bathroom.
2 I won’t eat my food if it touches a different food.
3 I will not blow my nose in front of other people.
4 I put my feet up on everything.
5 I say hello to everyone I see.
6 I have a tendency to make everything awkward.
7 My mind always wanders to the “sexual” side of things.
8 I always follow things up with “That’s what she said!”
9 I’m too embarassed to ask my friends/family for tampons.
10 I use chapstick/lip balm religiously.
11 I check my accounts online in order everytime I get on the computer.
12 If I get up from the computer, even for a second, I put an away message up.
13 I’m always leaving my phone in random places.
14 I always keep one ear bud out, in case someone needs to talk to me.
15 I mark off every day on the calendar.
16 I have the same routine everytime I take a shower.
17 I will not go out in public without makeup on.
18 Everything about my life is very neat. It has to be.
19 I make a to-do list every day, and I’m lost without it.
20 I always check my phone the second I wake up.
21 I have to pee before bed.
22 I laugh when I hear/see the number 69.
23 I yell “Burn!” when someone disses someone else.
24 I take off my shoes when I get inside the house.
25 I can’t stand silence.
26 I have to listen to something or I can’t fall asleep.
27 I have to have the TV on or I can’t fall asleep
28 I like to use public bathrooms.
29 I will NOT fart in front of anyone.
30 I will absolutely NOT fart in front of my boyfriend/girlfriend.
31 All my music on iTunes has to have album art.
32 Going a day without changing my underwear, NEVER, EVER happens.
33 I tend to skip showers frequently.
34 I count to 20 (seconds) when I wash my hands.
35 I’m always forgetting to take my pills.
36 I have panic attacks frequently.
37 The door(s) must be shut before I go to bed.
38 I swear way too much for my own good.
39 I re-write (or type) all my notes.
40 Without thinking twice, I always correct spelling/grammar mistakes.
41 I go for weeks without checking my email.
42 I show up late to work all the time.
43 I number the questions on all my surveys.

Currently Blogging.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2009-12-17T13:35:00.003+11:00

I can promise anything that I do is just to satisfy you..

Ryan's 19th Birthday

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2009-12-16T22:39:00.003+11:00

Know [she'll] never make love to you like I do, so give it to me..

Unbelievably happy today due to my recent honeymooning. x)

That is all 8)..

Until Next Time, Comments? xx

2009-12-16T12:42:00.003+11:00

I knew it was real, the way you make me feel ..

One Your ‘ex’ and you: Mutual I Suppose

Two I am listening to: Girlfriend - B2K

Three Maybe I should: Shower

Four I love: .. 8)

Five My best friend: (s) are not here, I MISS THEM

Six I don’t understand: why I feel unbelievably lazy today.

Seven I lost my respect for: my ex.

Eight I last ate: .. nothing LOL just drank an Avacado shake.

Nine The meaning of my display name is: ‘soɴɹᴀᴇ || In Like. ’ My name || In like, with William 8)

Ten Someday: I will be thinner.

Eleven I will always be: Me.

Twelve Love seems: great? XD

Thirteen I never ever want to lose: my Ipod again. LOL

Fourteen My MySpace is: overrated.

Fifteen I get annoyed when: I have to repeat something I previously said.

Sixteen Parties: are awesome.

Seventeen Kisses: MAKE ME HAPPY

Eighteen Today I: got a call

Nineteen I wish: someone was here was here

Twenty I regret: Nothing.

2009-12-14T16:04:00.001+11:00

Just once, let me live my life..

hey everyone, had an AWESOME time at Ryan's party last night. mind you there were a hell of a lot of douschebaggery going on - first of all, if a couple is broken up FRESH, then don't invite them both man, and if one shows up - just piss off the one you aren't close with, cause it's better just to ruin one persons night than a group of people's night. harsh, but reality.

okay i'll blog later, cause I gotta run to grab William from the station.

Until next time, comments? xx

2009-12-10T20:12:00.003+11:00

How can it feel... this wrong..

SHOPPING SPREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE hehehe.
Well not really - but I bought a Lot of things.

Plus CLOTHES and WEEDS on DVD. just yeah - CBB blogging atm.

Until next time, Comments? xx

2009-12-07T19:44:00.003+11:00

Little Kandi Raver, she's my number one. Every time I see her moving she's always having fun...

Okay, According to Kristy I have 23 DAYS to complete my To-Do list. I crossed off the ones I complete already, so I have only a few more to go! Well, a LOT more to go. But I will try! and Kristy since you suggested it - give me a hand babe. we needa invite as MANY people as we can to.. Luna Park to ride The Ranger ALTOGETHER! A Re-vamp of my list.

~~Steal someones first kiss~~.
~~Give someone a lap dance~~.
~~Tell someone the story of my life, sparing no details.~~ - Fiona Peltola, It's easier to tell your life story to a stranger.
~~Sleep under the stars.~~
~~Meet up with someone from Primary school~~
~~Chuck a party to catch up with everyone.~~
~~Get my fucking Learners~~. - WOOHOO
~~Get an epic hair cut~~.
~~Fucking, Get Drunk Already~~. - Joanne's Birthday
~~Make out with a Random on a Whim~~.
~~Get another Piercing.~~
Make love in an Obscure place.
Have a huge water fight.
Ride a Roller coaster with as many friends as I can.
Go clubbing with a group of guys.
Get my nipple pierced.
Give my mother a dozen red roses and tell her I love her.
Receive a kiss that "Rocks my World"
Go paintball with a MOSSIVE group of people.
Quit Smoking
Get a Tattoo.
~~Steal Thai's First Pash when he's tipsy~~. {Request}
~~Give Nirmal a lap dance.~~ {Request}
Get a matching tattoo with Claudine {Request}
Become closer to Artiene. {Request}
Get Thomas Laid {Request}
Host a massive city wide scavenger hunt, where people are in groups of 2-5 with at least one male and one female that is filmed so we can make a DVD and remember it as the most epic thing ever in the world and maybe start a tradition and become famous. {Request}
Stand down Thomas & Marlon's Epic NYE Party and Chuck a MOSSIVE NYE Party. - No Way, Going to their Halloween Party This Year. LOL

Also, Clean smoke? [ LINK ] FREE TRAIL ON THE LINK. It's like a nicotine replacement program. like Nicorette patches. But in the form of a fake cigarette. Interesting? ehhh yeah I wanna try but sending cigarettes to my front door is a suicide mission LOL

I WANT DANTE'S COVE ON DVD. Damn my parents for not fixing the aerial MEANING I can't watch it on GO! Someone get it for me 8( .. [ LINK ]

My lip piercing is getting infected. I can feel it.

Until next time. Comments? xx

2009-12-06T22:43:00.003+11:00

All your fortresses go down in the night...

Spent like 2 hours on skype with my sister Kelly today. She has skype - how weird is that LOL. ended up going to the square as said previously and came home to watch movies eat and browse the web. What a boring day.

I'm into gay cinema now - thanks to Kurtis haha. I've watched:

Loving annabelle
But, I'm a Cheerleader!
Imagine me and you
Wild things

but thanks to Yourmovies.com, I wanna watch:

Go Fish
Heavenly Creatues
Lost and Delerious
The Incredibly True Adventure of Two Girls in Love

Currently downloading 'Lost and Delerious' at the moment. Is Piper Perabo lesbian? cause like she was in Imagine Me and You and I found out she's in Lost and Delerious also. I wanna know man, she's good looking and all haha. By the way - you got any movie suggestions for me, please let me know! I'm not very picky when it comes to movies and I tend to like underground movies that not many people have heard of. So yeah - It's all good in the hood.

What am I doing tomorrow do you ask? Well I needa get my work placement sheets signed and I wanna do that ASAP so I may be doing that tomorrow in the morning, seems like the most oppertune time to do so and then will be going to Cabramatta with Artiene because ONCE AGAIN his piercings are infected. Don't know what the boy does. roll around in the dirt or something? haha. oh and maybe Claudine. I miss that girl.. haven't seen her since.. last week. LOL

BTW Kurtis, my sister thinks you're cool just by looking at your photos and stuff, she thinks you possess awesome character. flattering or what? haha! She also thinks that *HE* is a step from coming out as a gay since he's dating that cross dressing girl haha.

I MISS MY BABIES - I NEED TO SEE KURTIS ARTIENE ANDY CLAUDINE JESS AND NIKKIE.

I love you guys <3 well anways Claudine is rushing me, so I guess I'll blog again later.

Until next time, Comments? xx

p.s. GOTZ LUCKY BB. HEH HEH HEH

2009-12-06T11:01:00.002+11:00

It's me and my dick...

LMAO My sister Kelly just saw this photo and gave a "HOT SONJA!" comment:

I hope she doesn't tell daddy. HAHAHA. The next picture will be one of me getting high. Let's hope! HEH HEH. but ANYWAY - Christmas is getting closer and closer and I'm running out of more and more time to buy presents! I only have 3 weeks worth of pay left to buy Christmas presents. Thank GOD for Family KK.

Okay well I have a shit tonne of photos to develop - and presents to buy and all that shindig. I might go to the square later today actually. -- BACK@5: and I got my photos done at BIG W where it will fucking take forever to fucking develop, No 8X8 scrapbook paper and no nice frames to buy. Mac Square Sucks man. LOL

MAN Smoke deprived - will be back later after I half kill my lungs.

xxx