Listening to: Somebody I used to know - Goyte ft. Kimbra


Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People: (but don't say their name)

1. I-- wanna go-- all the way-- to get on my freak tonight!
2. I think about you all the time, I hope you forgive me one day.
3. Make time for me, or you'll lose me quick and simple.
4. You really are my best friend, but if I said it to you, I'm afraid I wouldn't hear it back
5. Every time I see your face, I just wanna punch you.
6. It's not okay to talk to other girls the way you do, when your girlfriend sits at home waiting.
7. You need to chill the fuck out. The reason you hate particular people is cause you close yourself up.
8. You're not the same as you used to be, I miss the old you - and I am constantly reminded.
9. It's okay to feel the way you do, there's no point in beating yourself up if you're not at fault.
10. I'm so lucky to have you. I love you.

Nine things about myself:

1. I'm taken by a wonderful individual.
2. Music is my drug of choice.
3. I have 12 piercings, excluding the ones I've taken out.
4. Social Media and Gatherings keeps me sane in a world controlled by chaos.
5. I am constantly singing and dancing. My life is a musical.
6. I often get Insecurities about friendships, and need constant reassurance.
7. Afraid of embarassment - but I don't let anyone know when I am embarassed.
8. My room is almost always messy - but it is an organised mess.
9. I burn holes in my wallet by collecting DVD's like its a religion

Eight ways to win my heart:

1. Addictive Smile
2. Good conversation
3. Nice Lips
4. Eagerness to Please
5. Sense of humor
6. Submissiveness
7. Sensitive touch
8. Good in bed

Seven things that cross my mind a lot:

1. I wonder what she's doing?
2. What are my plans for the day?
3. I should close my windows before I dance around the house
4. I fucken LOVE THIS SONG (to almost every song on my playlist)
5. When will she realize that I was the closest friend she had?
6. I think I'm gonna scrapbook
7. How will I cope.

Six things I do before I fall asleep

1. Wash Face
2. Brush Teeth
3. Watch Movies/Youtube/Episodes of stuff on Computer
4. Listen To Music/Read a Book depending on my mood
5. Flip the Pillow
6. Message my girl goodnight

Five people who mean a lot: (in no order whatsoever)

1. Daddy
2. Anna
3. Diana
4. Anthony
5. Chantelle

Four things you're wearing right now:

1. Blue Cap sleeve Button down
2. Pajama Shorts
3. Grey Knee Highs with Rainbow Hearts
4. Underwear

Three songs that you listen to often:

This week
1. Somebody that I used to know - Gotye ft. Kimbra
2. I Wanna Go - Britney Spears
3. No Es Macarena - Baby Rasta

Two things you want to do before you die:

1. Have a feeling of REAL fufillment
2. To be happy, with whoever and whatever I'm doing.

One confession:
1. I don't know what I want to do with my life, but forcing me to make choices when I'm not mentally or emotionally ready makes me question myself, feel like shit and just wanna escape.

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Hey guys, just a quick reminder that i'll be at ARQ Nightclub tonight, It's Britney night tonight and I'm SO PUMPED. So if you wanna meet up on Oxford street just give me a buzz! IT'S BRITNEY BITCH.

Until Next Time, Comments? xx